David's blog: "Poetry"

I am here again...

Looking at a pixilated screan.

I am alone and I feel so numb.

I don't feel like reaching out.

I just feel like being alone now.

I know I piss people off.

I can't help that.

I know I get to nosey.

I know I am selfish.

Thats why its better that I am alone.

as long as I can't hold on...

I can't make a prisoner out of anyone.

Yeah, I have issues.

but thats my problem now.

I don't like to share that much about myself.

I don't like to open up.

I don't like to feel vulnerable.

I say my past...

and its used as a weapon against me.

i'm no saint.

I have abandonment issues...

so what...

its my own fault.

I just have to be strong.

I can be alone.

I have been there more than once in my life.

So its nothing new...

Life keeps going...

and the world keeps spinning around...