David's blog: "Personal gripe..."

I have come to terms about the loss of my children n my failed marrage. that should be the end right there, Right? well thats not true. I have found more to me. I can't stand the thought of me being happy... Its just disturbing to me at all levels. If I let my guard down I might get stepped on again. 2 lovers and many ex friends later, I just can't stand the thought of getting close to another.Yeah people might argue that thats not the way to go. But in this past year all I have learned from people is that everyone has a price and they want more. I ended up being homeless again cuz of that crap. Then my moms house started on fire and she had to basically work as a slave for a man she thought was her friend. I just can't seem to let my guard down to anyone. I am just to jaded...

I am in the middle of a Great Big FUCKING Family Feud!!!

Since my special needs cousin left his dad and he told us about it...

Now My older brother has taken my fathers family side...

and he isn't even blood to that side, he's my half brother from my mothers side...

I am about to FREAK OUT AND GO ON A KILLING SPREE!!!!

I'm the only one who takes care of my mother...

she now has a heart condition...

I just can't believe what these fuckin assholes are doing to us...

I wish i was neve part of them at all...