Br0k3nh3art's blog: "Poems"

You in your designer cloths It's just bullshit to me It's just a lie I'm tired of all these lies I loved you as the man you were What are you trying to do Are you giving me signs tonight Are you trying to tell me something I'm not getting it You gotta say it You can't keep playing these games I'm lost With your designer jeans Your fancy hair do Your designer shirt That fake attitude It's not the man I love

Everyone talks behind my back People lie to my face No one tells me the truth No one ever believes in me No one gives me the faith I need No one ever trust meNo one tells me right from wrong Everyone ignores what I say When I cry for help it goes all wrong Everyone has a special someone but me No one ever cares People just push me around No one ever holds me and tells me everything is going to be alright People just judge me by my protective shell No one ever tells me I'm the one to change it all No one ever tells me they love me for me People just don't take the time to get to know me No one tries to know the real me

I'm sick of hearing how great love is How is love so great When people break your heart into piecesthey go behind your back No one can stay faithful People say give it time It will turn out fine But then in the end You are crushed like everyone else When you cry yourself to sleep Scared for your life How is love so amazing Things so amazing don't hurt you badly I don't want to hear anymore love songs I'm sick of how "great" love is I'm tired of the lies Love is just an excuse for you to get hurt

I know I shouldn't But all I do is think about youYour words are taken to my heart Your voice makes my ears linger for more Your face lightens my eyes Your presence makes my day It doesn't matter All I am to you is your best friends cousinJust stop it Treat me as if I wasn't I don't care if that means you stop talking to me At least I know the truth I know I shouldn't I like you anyways You always put a smile on my face You put tears in my eyes I just can't hide it any longer I have to tell someone I like you Even though I shouldn't It brings tears to my eyes That I don't even have a chance with you Even though it shouldn't

I know you didn't mean the things you said You just weren't thinking You are sorry But I still hurt I hear what you said playing in my head Like a broken record I know you didn't want to hurt me But you did It still hurts I cry every night over that I don't want to but I do I love you like family You are like my brother I don't like that you hurt me Something is telling me to forgive you something else is telling me to kick you out of my life Just give me some time Let me think this out Just give me time that's all I need That's all I ask for Just to think things over I love you like a borhter No matter what

I have been sitting here for months Wondering why Why I can't get a guy Just like everyone else Is it that I'm too picky Am I not ready for a man in my life All my girls ask why I have no guy I just sit there and think what people say is true That I'll never have a man Since I'm afraid to get hurt I have no clue what to do all my girls are out Why can't I be there or Telling them I can't come If anyone can help pleaes tell me What to do How to get a man I need one question answered I hope one day i have a man

I get up every morning I think what happened to me Did I forget something Every morning I ask myself Why do people die Why can't we live forever Do people always stare at you when you want to show who you are Why do people get cancer Why can't I find a guy who will treat me right What is love I think I really need these questions answered I wake up and think I ask myself Why can't I love What is wrong with me Why is it hard to ask someone out Why is it hard to tell someone how you truely feel about them Why can' i see the end of the world Why can't i help save someone's life Then I think I remember these questions don't get answered They are things we learn with time I ask myself Do I really believe that in time the answers will show I know i can answer that Yes I do believe

You like another girl I do not care I like you anyways I like you so much alll I wanna hear Is that you like me too That I'm more important then her That I mean more to you I don't care that you like her I just want to know Know that I mean more to you I don't care that you talk about her and not us Can you tell my ears want to hear hear that you like me too Taht I am more important then her That I mean more to you I like you so much I don't care that you talk about her Like she is some angel I just want you with me and not her It may be selfish I don't want to lose you I'm not letting you slip away Like every other guy I don't care I like you so much All I want to hear Hear that you like me more Taht I'm more important then her That I mean more to you I don't care that you still talk about her I still like you

Why is it that you said You would be here for me when I needed you the most Yet you were never there to make it better I needed you But did you care no Why do you still hang around Expecting me to forgive you And be there for you When you were never there for me I feel as if we are drifting apart into two different worlds So why can't we just give up on what we had Find new lovers to help us with our needs You want us to hold on Stay together because you say You will change and be there for me But I know you wont I use to love you but Now I don't know what to do Since you said You would be there for me But were you there no So what should I do

I guess it's true I'm always going to be just one of the guys Nothing else I was told I was warned Did I listen No I was tole that if I hang out with guys Act like them I wouuld just be one of the guys Would never be more to them I guess I'm just going ot be one of the guys It's to hard to change now Who I am just can't walk away so quickly Why can't they like me for who I am No because I am like them All I wanted was for them to like me It didn't turn out how I wanted They like me all right As one of the guys All I wanted was for someone to care Why can't I get that I guess I can't I'll always be one of the guys