Br0k3nh3art's blog: "Poems"

Every word our of your moth is deseving How can I trust someone so vein How did I love someone so cruel All I ever wanted was you I did everything in my pwoer to have you I would have given myself to you I gave up so much for you This is how you repay meYou go and break my heart Boy you broke the heart of the wrong girl I'm not a girl to mess with Sad thing is I feel so hard for you I let you take advantage of me I won't stop you All I want is to hear you say I want you back I'll sit here forever waiting for you I'll let people pass me by As I sit down I waist my life away With time I will learnLove is fake The saying Love is like a knie to the heart Acculy means something to me Love is a lie Love is just ment to hurt you

Time has gone by It just seems like a few days ago I got the message The message telling me he is gone In reality it's been a year It's finally sinking in he is gone He isn't coming back The guy who helped me survive The guy who had everything going for him I dont don't understand Why did he do this His life was fianlly on track He ahd millions who loved him That isn't including me I loved him like a broght and so much more I can't forget him He changed my life for the best If it wasn't for him i wouldn't be here now I want to hate him for doing this to me I know it's selfish But I love him

I don't understand You were there for me when I need my man by my side He wasn't there for me like you I don't understand Why you stay around Is it that you still care for me Or do you feel bad for me I ask you This When you are there for me And he isn't You never answer me I think I'm dating the worng guy You are there for me when he isn't I thought our love was through But is it Do you still care for me I have no clue

I have been here In this dark place Way to long Will someone please come save me This dark place is lonely It feels like a pit of loneliness All I think about Is how I will never love How afraid I am to be hurt I lock myself away from this world Into the dark place I found a guy who is trying Trying to make me stay way Trying to show me a loving world My dark place is more popular then ever I don't want to be hurt Like I have before When I block him out So I wont get hurt Some reason he comes to me Trys to show me that he would never want to see me cry I'm trying hard not to use it Just so I can see if he hurts me

You put me down With everything you say You do this Just so you can make yourself feel better Yes you have problems Well so do I I'm not perfect babe I make mistakes too That doesn't give you the right The right to pull me down I almost gave my life because of you Sure you have problems Well so do I I can't sweep them away Like I wish I could I can't help you with every little thing You need to see what the real world is like You say I don't care for my friends All I do is think about is myself Well if I only thought about myself Then why did I pus my Mom to get me help So that I could help you That's what I call a true friend You bring me down That's over this time I'm doing something for me I'm not going to say sorry I tired to be an adult You stayed a kid I've figured out guilt kills I should know

I never meet you but your voice is so familur Your sweet words send my heart in a flutter I wanna find a way for us to be I want to hold your hand I want to be in your arms I want your lips to touch mine I wanna see your smile I wanna see the face that belongs to that sweet guy I wanna look into those eyes You're the man of my dreams But I've never meet you You're always on my mind You're all I talk about You're the one I want to be with You're all that I've ever wanted You're the man I thought was never real You really want to be by my side You really want to hold me tight You really want to be in love You're willing to wait I appricate that You want me to be happy I will always be happy as long as I have you I have always dreamed about you You are my dream guy

You mean the world to me My heart belongs to you When I hear the song I hear you saying I need you I want you I never want to hurt you I love you You are my everything I want to be with youYou will never lose me If I ever lost you I'd die I'd beat myself up for letting you go You're my prince charming You're my heaven sent angel You mean the world to me I want to spend my life with you I never want to see you leave When I'm down I turn to you No matter what You always put a smile on my face Your voice sendds my heart into shock

I want to be perfect in your eyes I want your protective arms around me I want to stop crying I want to stop worrying I want to be the girl of your dreams I want to be by your side I want you holding my hand I want to be the girl you dream about I want to be the girl you say those three words to I want to be the girl that leaves an impact in your life I want your loving heart beside me I want your understanding heart I want to be with you the rest of my life

I wanna love you But I'm afraid I've been hurt before I'm afraid my heart will get broken again But I wanna love you Just give me time I promise you My heart will mend with time Yes it's going to be tough The road ahead will be rough I'll be there holding your hand And promising you That my heart is mending Taht it's getting close Just give me time It will come around No matter what please be patient for my love It will come with work Why does it have to hurt Why do I have to be afraid I wanna love you I don't want to put you threw this I don't want to dissapoint you I wanna be the girl of your dreams Why does it have to be scary I want to love you

I wanna be the girl of your dreams I wanna be the girl you can't stop thinking about I wanna be the girl you think about when you wake up I wanna be the girl you think about when you fall asleep I wanna be the girl you see walking down the street and you're like damn I can't believe she's mine I wanna be the girl you hold I wanna be the girl you can't get off your mind I wanna be the girl you'd do anything for I wanna be the girl that changes your life I wanna be the girl you'd give the world to I wanna be the girl you love I wanna be the girl you brag about and your friends wonder what is so great abotu me I wanna be the girl that when someones like damn she's fine yous ay get your eyes off my girl i wanna be the girl you wanna be with I wanna be the girl you give your heart to I wanna be the girl you wait for I wanna be the girl you'd go to the end of the world and back to see I wanna be the girl no matter what your faithful to I wanna be the girl no matter how far apart we are you feel like I'm right next to you I wanna be the girl you turn to when you're in pain I wanna be the girl you tell your deepest secrets to I wanna be the girl you wait for I wanna be the girl you want to spend your life with I wanna be the girl you wanna make happy I wanna be the girl of your dreams I wanna be the girl that is your everything I wanna be the girl that girls get jealous of I wanna be the girl you try your hardest not to do the things guys do I wanna be the girl you care about I wanna be the girl you love I wanna be the girl you'd die for I wanna be the girl you'd give a life for I wanna be the girl that is your everything