Light in the End

Am I loved
Does anyone care
These are my feelings
I'm afraid to share

What's this life for
Does anyone know
Please tell me quick
Before I let go

I guess no one heard me
I wasn't loud enough
My silent cry for help
Was taken as a bluff

My feet are getting tired
My chest begins to ache
My mind is overwhelmed
My legs begin to shake

My bodies getting weaker
As my spirit begins to tear
I find myself holding
Pill forms of despair

The decision I have made
I soon to regret
As the poison in my body
Begins to take effect

"You don't have to do this"
I hear the voice quite clear
"I've been there before
So for you I am here"

Everything goes dark
As I am about to pass out
I remember the voice
And what the message was about

A few hours later
As I open my eyes
My family and friends
Came as a surprise

My Family brought love
As my friends gave me hope
What I thought was the end
Had turned into hope

After so much darkness
I can feel the dim light
It's going to take some time
To adjust my poor sight

©Copryright 2006, by Jennifer A. Hulon
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An Angel Named Jim

Just when I thought
That nobody cared,
An Angel descended,
He said, "Don't be scared"

"I heard your cry,
I saw your tears,
I felt your pain,
For now I am here"

His Eyes were kind
He had a luminary glow
His smile was warm
What a beautiful soul

The wings of an angel
Holding me tight
Whispers in my ear
"It will be alright."

His presence now gone
He left me thinking of him
My angel has a name
His name is Jim

Dedicated to a Dear Friend named Jim
Thanks for saving me from my dark path.....

Should of listened

I really should have listened, to what you said that night
I didn’t want to believe you but I know now you were right
You said he didn’t love me and he had one thing on his mind
I wish I wasn’t so naïve I wish I could turn back time
After renting movies we went back to his place
the minute he unlocked the door my heart began to race
We lied down on his bed and started making out
little did I know what his plan was all about.
He went a little lower, what could I do?
I laid there thinking but all I could see was you.
He wanted to go further I wanted to say no
but who would come and get me where would I go?
It happened all the same, the pain will never end,
but that is what I get for not listening to my friend