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created on 01/02/2010  |  http://fubar.com/poems/b327632

Tears and Cigarettes

Sitting on my steps, I take a drag of my cigarette, and as the smoke fills my lungs I reflect on my day.
I've had a rather unproductive one.
I've had a rather unproductive life.
I expel the smoke along with my loathing and then draw in a heavy breath.
My eyes begin to well up, my throat begins to swell.
I know what is coming and it's been quite some time since I last felt this way.
I let the tears fall.
I let the tears run down my cheeks.
And when I flick off the ashes I watch as the embers fade in the wind.
That's how I feel.
In between sobs my tears claim my breath, dripping from my lips and extinguishing my cigarette.
What a lovely ending.
Such a beautiful way to end my day.

How It Used To Be

I remember how it used to be when nothing else matter but you and me music, country roads, and future dreams. I miss you, I wish you could see although you are here, I miss you and me. I remember when you said how happy I made you and you really meant it...now, it's just a phrase you say without thinking. I miss those days when you'd call just to say "hi" or "I love you"...the days it was so hard just to say good-bye for a while. I remember how wonderful it felt the first time you held me in your arms-and how after all those years you still made my heart melt. I miss the old you- and the old me The old us that could just sit and talk for hours and never run out of things to say. I remember when time simply stood still- when in each other's arms is the only place we wanted to be...forever. I miss us as I remember how it used to be... when nothing else matter but you and me.

I Don't Want Any Other

Our life has not been easy, We've managed to drift apart But whatever it's worth Know you're always in my heart Not a day goes by When I don’t wish we'd talk To say hello or goodbye Or maybe go for a walk Your missing important days I'm not kid anymore It's a difficult maze Everytime my heart's tore There are times I need you To be there for me That nurturing statue If only you could be It's not you I blame For the way we are But all the hurtful shame Left an invisible scar Sometimes I feel trapped I don't know what to do Does God have our life mapped Help me sail across the blue! Why can't we mend this We both love each other I'm not sure about him But I miss you I hope you understand Why it's so hard to call I have the phone in my hand But it seems to always fall For now I'll hope and pray For you to come around That would be the day When the new us is found I still Love You And still want you to be mine Regardless of what we've been through I don't want any other
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