Happily In Love's blog: "poems"

You guys are seperated We are together She shouldnt have any say But she has plenty She controls our relationship More than I like Almost more than I can handle Really wish she would back off She had her chance Now its mine Im not letting her ruin it Whe the divorce is final I want nothing to do with her Minus custody she will have NO say If she does Then Im not sticking around I lvoe you But refuse to deal with her forever So when this is all over You better tell her where to go Or I will and she wont like it You two are seperated!!!!

I need to let go My anger is growing And theres nothing I can do She has so much power Controlling our relationship Im trying to stay calm But my patients are wearing Cant stand her at all I need to vent, get rid of it all

Sometimes I cant help but wonder Did I get myself in a mess Or did I find true love Not really sure which But either way Its done now No turning back If its meant to work, it will If not then damn my luck Like they always say He may not be Mr. Right But he can be my Mr. Right Now Hopefully its more But theres no telling

My heart believes My mind not sure They are batteling each other Neither totally satisfied One wants to fully trust The other is afraid to Yes I love you Just my heart and mind cant agree

I have little trust Been hurt too much Trying to give you a fair chance Knowing you've been hurt too Its harder the I thought Batteling doubts daily You've done nothing wrong So this should be easy But each time I trust Im the one to get hurt Really want this to work So Im tryin my hardest To give you the trust you deserve

Days seem long Nights even longer Waiting for it to be oer You to truely be free I knowyour mine now But it feels like Im sharing Always changing plans So she doesnt find out When this is over You better continue to be faithful Im going through hell Just to be with you HOpefully in the end It proves to be worth it And we can move on Being a real couple finally Not caring what others think

My love is strong Forever it will be true But my heart is breaking Shes making it hard I want us to be free Not worrying who might see You're the one I want Cant wait til shes gone Hope we last through this Dont wnat her to win My love for you is strong!

Nobody really understands The feelings I have Completely into you Not wanting anyone else Being with you is all I need YOu brighten each day Showing me someone cares When we are together Nothing else seems to matter But nobody seems to understand

Here I sit Wondering if Im crazy Holding onto us Even with the odds against us Im not ready to give up Want to keep trying Poving we can get through it Only to become stronger Making something good come of it Im not giving up babi!

I have loved before And hurt just the same Scared to death of these feelings Know this means you can hurt me But its a chance Im willing to take You have stole my heart Made me love again Become the only one I want The only one I need And the only one I dream of Each day I am told Im beautiful Have others telling me they want me But they get no where I have eyes for only you They are simply friends You are my only one