Absinthe xFAFOx's blog: "Poems"

Sharp white teeth in a beautiful smile Pale white skin shinning against the darkened sky Cat-like eyes in an ice cold stare We are the night walkers feared by day walkers feared by society We embrace the darkness and live in our own world with our own people. Some of us have the qualities of Lycans some of us don't But we drink the blood and take the energy Sangarian or psychic we are what you call us. We are Vampyres.

A love so old. A relationship from long ago. Only time is what has aged. Between the witches of the olden days. Their spirits live on. Through the witches of today. Their spirits will never die. Their voices never fade. As one they speak. As one they say. The spells of old. The magick of today. The Mother Goddess holds everyone in her arms. And never lets them stray. The Maiden, Mother, and Crone. All are one. Just like the witches of old. And the witches of new. Together we stand. And drink the witches' brew. We are forever linked. To the withces of old. By the magick anew.

so i lay here on this bed thinking about the things that were said the pain and sorrow fill my head and i can't help but think "where did i go wrong?" it's perfect silence no one will complain if i scream out loud and scream in pain i can't live without you i can't live in shame i play with the hem of my shirt wondering if you'll walk through the door to tell me that everything's ok and that you love me even more i stare off into the distance and wonder what it would be if you forgave me for what i did if you forgave me for being me but i'll never know the answer i'll never know what's going through your head do you forgive me or do you wish me dead? tears form and i cannot hold back the quiet whimpers that fill the room i ruined my life myself i did not need your help i don't need you to return but then again maybe i do maybe i need you forever in my life forever in my mind is that where you'll live forever in shame?

cold concreate floor bright white lights the drums echo throughout no one in the building no one to complain the drums echo throughout rageful anger sorrowful sadness the drums echo throughout heart pounding in my chest vision dwindles down the drums echo throughout head pounds all i hear is the beat the drums echo throughout i close my eyes i'm too weak to carry on but i continue to drum for the drums echo throughout

Why does life have to go by so fast? It seems that only yesterday we were just beginning our childhoods. Now we’re adults. We work and never have time for friends or family. We deal with everything that comes our way. We have to be responsible for our actions. But when we were kids, we could point our finger at someone else and yell “He did it!” and get called a tattle tell or hear “Liar, liar, pants on fire!” from our best friends. We’d share secrets and say we’re best friends forever. Now, secrets are few and far between and our best friend is most likely fucking either our boyfriends or the mailman. Trust is hard to find in this society that is built up by lies. We are all suppose to be treated as equals, but then everyone turns around and says life isn’t fair. But death doesn’t care in what you are. It doesn’t care who you are. It’ll eventually take you and there’s no escape. We are living only to die in this cruel society that is built up with our lies.

I have found love at last I finally know what it’s like to have someone care They caress me with eternal love that will never die They show me what it’s like to be alive. This is truly a blessing A work of the Goddess in disguise So I thank thee Goddess for ending your child’s suffering and giving her a blessing. A blessing of love A blessing so high A blessing that is mine.

Look into my eyes Tell me what you see Am I really blinded by love Is this really me? Look into my soul Tell me what’s there Is it as dark as the night sky Is it really bare? I see the way you look at me With eyes so brown With eyes so dull When I wear the black gown The black gown of death Is what I wear Because of you My heart is not bare But I shall die soon enough With or without you by my side I shall go to the Underworld And the Undertaker shall be my guide While I’m there I will see That there’s only one love And he’s not beside me When I’m there I shall remain The Black Rose of Death That can never be tamed.

Another child is to be born Another woman is to be in pain Pain that was bestowed upon woman years ago To happen once more just to bring a child into the world The father is a great man The mother is a caring one The child is to be protected from the world Til the is right for it to leave home one day Parents and child That’s the way it always goes And one day The child will become a parent It will continue this way For years to come Just like it did Many years ago Another grandparent, there will be Another uncle Another father Another mother Another child A child is to be born A woman is to be in pain.

The tears flow from her eyes again. She can’t stop the crying. The thing she loves most is the truth. But she hides behind the lies. No one can hear her cries for help. No one can ease her pain. Except for the one she loves Will he ever come And save her Will he lift her from the ground And carry her Will these tears ever stop flowing Will the sadness cease to exist Will the tears that come with the night be no more?

With the passing of each day, I long for it more. With the night comes the wishing and with the day comes the struggle. They say I’ll never make it but I will prove them wrong. I will be the best. I will get what I long for. I will make my dream a reality. Then everyone will want to be my friend but I can’t be everyone’s friend. They’ll want me to come home but I won’t be able to. All because my dream will be a reality.