Im just me take it or leave it's blog: "poem"

i want u to walk in come right up to my put ur fingers on my lips tell me to shh kiss em softly grab me by the hips pull me into u put ur hands behind my neck grabbin my hair softlytilting my head back just abit kissin me ever so softly as u trace my face with ur handgoing down to my breast caressin them makin my niples hard teasein em a bit u walk me over to the bedroom and lay me down on the bed gettin my shirt off and then kissin my neck takin my bra off layin on top of me lettin me feel how hard u are then i turn u over i straddle u kissin u rear nibbling a bit kissin u neck nibbling on it then i woul dwork my way down to ur chest down to ur belly then righ tabove ur cock id stop i go back down and then i pull ur pants off to have a big supprise o fme in my face i go on ur belly and kiss all the way down till right before i get to ur cock then i kiss the head and down the vein all the way to the bottom work my way back up to ur head workinit slowly all the way down in my throat goin gdeper and deeper i feel ur hand on my head makin me go down farther i feel u grasp my hair i go faster and faster till i feel u tense up i stop look up at u and then i pull my skirt aside i get on top and u feel how tight and warm and wet i am u feel me go down more an dmore adjusting to ur cock as i straddle u goin gup and down up and downslow and then i start workin faster as u grab my hips pullin me down and up u grab my tits squeesing em u lean me down towards u kissin me u lettin me know ur about to cum i get off go down on u as u blow in my mouth but ps condom or no well u come home to me i have the house empty cnadles lit ur fav kind i have lil notes leadin gu to the shower u go shower an di have a bottle of wine on the sink with ur robe and a note in it that tells u to walk over to the living room u walk down the steps in the living rooom to see tha tthere is a big box there u open it and its a lil ones with a note sayin now walk over to the room as u walk there is lil pedals u walk up to the door u open it to find me layin on the bed in ur fav nighty look at me i tell u to open ur robe and lay it on the floor i tell u to walk over to the table leave ur glass there and come to me as u walk up to me i get up on the bed on my knees and i kiss on u on ur chest tummy u lean down to me i kiss u rlips u rneck i lay u down on the bed i get off the bed i walk around givin u a lil lap dance rubbin myself over u u wanting to so badly touch me i move u rhands forbidding u to touch me just yet i kiss all the way down u r body till i get to u rcock i stop u push my head down makin me suck on it i let u get away with that pasrt i just want u to be a lil teased i want u to wan tme to go down i get out the whip cream and i cover my nipples with it and i cover u rcock with it i straddle u and tell u to lick em as u do i wgo down on u suckin i toff u then i let u do what u want to me i tak eme push me against the wall u lift up my legg and silde i tin mnot takin it easy with me but having ur way with me as u barely grab my throat as u go hard in me and u feel how hot and wet i am u feel me breath hard and hard moaning louder and wanting u to take me have me hold up my arms by my wrist as u start going harder and harder on me u fell me squrim u know i am about to cum and then u forbid me from cumin i am beggin my body is beggin u u throw me down on the bed u lay on top o fme pickin up my legg above my head as u are opunding me u hear me moan loud u know i am cuming u stop grab me flip me over u have my doggy u grab my hips as u are pounding me u reach grab my shoulders and slapin my butt u feel me twtich as u know i am cuming i feel ur grasp me tight u turn me over to face u u are lookin me in the eyes u kiss me and u tell me ur cumin with me

If I knew if i knew it would be the last time that i'd see you fall asleep,i would tuck you in more tightly and pray the lord your soul to keep. if i knew it would be the last time i see you walk threw the door,i would give you a hug and a kiss and call you back for one more. if i knew it would be the last time i hear your voice lifted up to praise,i would video tape each action and word,so i could play them back day after day. if i knew it wuould be the last time ,i could spare an extra minute or two to stop and say " i love you " instead of assuming that you KNOW i do. if i knew it would be the last time i would be there to share the day , instead of thinking,"oh.well, i'm sure we'll have so many more, so i can let this one slip away" for surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight,and we always get a second chance to make everything all right. There will always be another day to say " i love you" and certainly there's always another chance. but just incase i might be wrong, and today is all i get,i'd like to say how much i love you and hope we never forget. Tomorrow is never promised to anyone, young or old alike,and today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight.So ,if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today? For tomorrow never comes,you'll surely regret the day that you didn't take extra time for a smile,a hug, or a kiss,and you were too busy to grant someone,what turned out to be there last wish. So, hold your loved ones close today, whisper in their ear. Tell them how much you love them, and that you'll always hold them dear.Take the time to say "I'm sorry," "Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "I'ts ok." And if tomorrow never comes,you'll have no regrets about today

well id lock the door behind me after i brought u in my office of course u were applyin so i had to ask u questions i lock the door behind me id turn to you kiss u ever so softly teasing you with lil kisses and some passon kissing then i walk u over to my desk lay u down while undressing u and i take off my top at the same time put ur hands on my breast and get on top of u straddling u on my desk i bend down kissin u i undo ur belt loops and take off ur belt take the belt and tie ur hands toghter so u couldnt touch me fo rwhat i wam gonna do i get off u and then i undo ur pants take em off u r left there with a raggin hard on and boxers its so hard ur about to go threw ur boxers i then take it out to breath ur body and cock it wanting me to take it in my mouth or in my pussy i then walk away to get some ice i take the ice in my mouth and i begen to go from ur ears to ur lips and then neck all the way down to your cock right befor ei get to the base i lick around it and walk tp it to the head it is throbbing so bad fro me to take i tin as i trace the head with my cold lips and tounge i take it in lil by lil all the way do till its in my throat as i am going faster and fast ur beggin me to stop ur about to cum then right before i allow u to ur body is beggin me to let u cum ur throbbin then i lick my fingers and stick it in my pussy to wettin it up more i strasddle u and slide in by in in me u feel how how and wet it is exciting u even more at that moment u wanna explore u hold i tback as u feel how tight i am and hot i go up and down softly teasting you more and more makin u begg for faster baby baby i then go a lil faster and harder faster and harder i hear u breathing harder and hard i stop i start backwards u can see yourself go in and out of me u can see the wetness all over from me u can see my but go up and down up and down i go faster i can feel u tense up i can feel ur mucles tighting up i know ur at the end of the rope i then get up and start sucking you off faster deep throating you till u explode in my mouth all over me i hear u moan a moan of finnly a relive goes off to be .......

Today is November 29th 2006 1 year from your death. This is the day i got the dreadful call from my sister.Then phone call that would tare me upinside the call that told me you were gone .I didnt wanna answer cause i knew deep down in my heart that you were gone but not fogotten .I guess i prepard myslef for that call for the past few days preparing myslef for the day you would finnaly let go and go home to god no more suffering no more hurttin no more pain finnaly sleepin . Finnaly resting you dont know how much it kills me inside to see that your gone . I can't even put in words to tell you i'm hurting so bad inside that your gone.But a place deep inside me is still alive with your memorys ,your smile,your eyes how they lite up ,your touch,your smell. Uncle johnny i wish to god you did'nt let go .But then again i am more at ease you did you for 3 years been fighting that canser that came back you were hidding it from us so we didnt worrie then when you finnaly told us it was too late to help you . I know deep inside when were letting go.But you didnt wanna go so soon you wanted to stick around to see us one last time to spend one last dinner with us to spend your last moments with us. I left you an angel on ur grave with a bell i ring it everytime i need you everytime i miss you .I visit you pretty often leaving you angels, flowers, and your flags for serving in the war.Everytime i pass by your grave it kills me i am not going to lie it kills me inside to stop there but it is your new home and i can not do anyhting about it but all i keep inside my heart is that day the day that when its my time to go i know you will be there at the pearly white gates to let me in so untill then ill kepp u alive in my mind and in heart i love you and time will tell......

ok now here is a pome i havent had really much time to work on .. one slightly rainy night my siginfante other sent me on a errons mean while he was back at home fixing somehitng up fo rme but he knows i love suprises so thats y he sent me away well i am gone he calls me with out me saying before i speak he tells me dont speak just come home when u do be quiet and hangs up well i drive up not talking or saying anyhting i walk in the door there is flowers on the floor my fav candles or lit all over the place and the lights or dimmm and there is a big big box in the middle of the floor it has a note that says open me as i open the box to find another box there well i pick it up and open that box to find theres another box in it i am growing excited but impation wanting to know whats going on well i open it to find yet another box i open it theres a robe and blind foldes with a note that saids undress slide this on and blind fold yourself and stand still dont say a word if you trust me do it as i grow more excited i am worried at the same time to whats gonna happen i undress slide the robe on and blind folde myself and stand there to find someone touches me i stand still stiff to the touch of who is touching me but in my heart i know its my lover i know his touch it send chills in my spine well as i am standing there he grabs my hands walks me in a cool room he gets my 5 sences going on but at that time i am still confuse to whats going on but i am excited as well too i love to be suprise well i am standing there all of a sudden my hands or picked up and hung on something so i am standing there not knowing what is going on or whats gonna happen well all of a sudden i feel him press against me as i feel him hardening up on me i smile he places his hands over my mouth and tells me shhh sont move or smile i stop he moves away i am left to wonder where he is all of a sudden i feel him spread my leggs i feel somehting cold run between them i got goose bumps he knows i love cold things he runs it up mu thighs next to my hot spot he runs it along my hot spot gets it cold then i feel him flick my clit with his tounge i am moaning that moment he allows me to moan he stops right when i am feelin goos as i become wetter and wetter he moves away i am left standing there all wett from him touching me legs wide open next moment i feel him rub my from behind i feel his breathing up and down my body from my leggs all the way up to my ears as he works his way up to my ears he moves my hair aside and nibbles and asked me"do you want me to fuck you" as i reply yes i want you to fuck me now.. then he tells me no i am not done i am left my body is beggin him to take me now and make me his my clit is swelling its getting hott to the touch its calling from him to please me in more waise then one im still standing there well i feel his hands run up and down my body as he slides 1 finger at a time then heres 2 fingers he workin me good makin me fuck his fingers feelin me get wetter and wetter feelin me get wet all over him as he stops and stickes his fingers in my mouth allowin me to taste myself as i sucke his fingers he pulls out and kiss me as we share my juice then he pulls somehting out i hear it its our toys as he slides it in my wet spot i feel him lick on my clit as he feels me work on the toy hes not allowing me to cum he is depriveing me of cumming as he teases me a while finnaly i feel him let me hands free as the blind folde is still on he lays me in the bed he runs a feather along my body as he sees the chills come from this he gets on top and rubbs his hardness all over me to my mouth as he allows me to please him but he dont let me make him cum as he gets down my leggs he slides his cock in and a few stokes he pulls back to my mouth once again after i suck a few strokes he gets down and slides back in picks my leggs up and fucking me like i wanna be fucked as he hears me moan louder and louder my breathing getting heavy and heavier he is knowing i am about to cum he puts my leggs down takes off my blind foldes to look into my eyes as he watches me cum at the same time as he does.... to be contuined

I love you because when you hold me, i fit perfectly inside your arms,as if we were created for one another,because when my head is resting on your chest ,i fall asleep to the beating of your heart,because your smile touched a place deep inside me and filled my soul with hopes of a thousand different dreams. I love you because you are unlike anyother person i have met,because you were the one I've been waiting for a whole life time for..... For was long as i can remember. I have loved you with every part of me, and thnaked the stars and heavens for the gift of your love in my life...

THE DAY WOULD COME I NEVER THOUGHT THE DAY WOULD COME WHEN THE SUN WOULDN'T SHINE AS BRIGHT WHEN THE MOON WOULDN'T GUIDE ME AT NIGHT WHEN THE STARS WOULDN'T TWINKLE WHEN THE BIRDS WOULDN'T SING ME A MORNING SONG I NEVER THOUGHT THAT DAY WOULD COME WHEN I WOULDN'T HAVE YOU BY MY SIDE WHEN I WOULD HAVE TO RELIZE THAT YOU'RE GONE FOREVER WHEN I WOULD HAVE TO BE ALONE WHEN THAT WORDS I'"I LOVE YOU " WOULD MEAN MEAN SO MUCH NOW THAN ANY DID BEFORE I NEVER THOUGHTTHE DAY WOULD COME WHEN I WOULD LOOK AT YOUR PICTURE AND LET THE TEARS RUN DOWN THINKING WHY DID YOU HAVE TO LEAVE ME SO SOON? WHY ARE'NT YOU HERE TO SHARE MY LOVE AND LAUGHTER? WHY ARE'NT YOU HERE TO PROTECT MEAND HOLD ME TIGHT WITH COMFORTING HUGGS AND KISSES? WHY ARE'NT YOU HERE TO GUIDE ME WITH YOUR WORDS?

A TOUCH OF LOVE I SIT AND STARE; MY HEART SEEMS SAD. IT SEEMS I HAVE NEVER FELT THE TOUCH OF LOVE, THE PROTECTORS EMBRACE CALLING ME INTO WAITING,ARMS WITH CHARMING WORDS THAT FLUTTER LIKE DOVES THOUGHT MY MIND DID I EVER KNOW SUCH DEVOTION? WILL I SEARCH FOREVER FOR SOMETHING GIVEN SO UNSELFISHLY TO OTHERS? GREED HAS STOLEN ALL THE CHARMS OF MY LIFE TO WEAR UPON HER WRIST. KEEPING THEM,BEFORE MY EYES,BUT FLASHING THEM TO TEASE MY POOR HEART. I SMILE AND LOOK AWAY, HOPING THE PAIN I FEEL WILL NOT DESTROY THIS MOMENT. WITH MY EYES THAT HAVE HELD CONSTANT SORRORW. I DONT KNOW WISH FOR PITY, JUST AN END TO MY CONSTANT YEARNING FOR SOMETHING I MAY NEVER OBTAIN.

UNTITLED why do we cheat? why fall in love and life gets harder and we cheat? why can't we stick it out well look ill tell u this if gets harder u fall out of love tell your love one don't keep em for anyhting let them know you are not happy tell them you want out dont make them hurt cause at the end you will get hurt what goes around will come around i mean you are gonna get you lick off life and all what it involves and i will tell you this it hurts. You meet someone and grow a family you can't see your life with out them you give anyhting to keep them happy.Then someone you always wanted comes along and sweeps you off your feet for what to learn it ment nothing at all. You were lead to belive something was gonna grow something was right for what to be lead into a lie and guess what you got hurt just like you left the one u loved to belive everyhting was alright. You got hurt and now are left to tell the one who was left in suspence to belive he is and was the only one in your life the TRUTH. Now how is that gonna be handled will (he or she) forgive you but keep a close eye out on you? Or will (he or she) forgive you totoaly or will they just get up and tell you to leave and never look at you walk away tell you to never look back cause you have nothing left here?It sucks huh when u think of what willhappen dont you so just think WHAT WILL YOU DO ? WILL YOU TELL YOUR OTHER ABOUT YOUR SECRET LIFE? what u think willhappen just think of what i am sayin u might just have to think about it and see what you have to lose.you might just want to ask will the other will love me ?will they want me forever? will theykeep? me do they love me? Most of all ask your self WHY DID U CHEAT? are u nothappy is the sex bad why do we cheat? well why get into a realtion ship to just hurt thatother or anyhting stay alone and see how it will feel. some likes it soem dont well i knowi do not like that feelin ........ to be contuined.................................

7:21 AM 10/15/2005 ANGEL i belive that you are an angel sent from up above. That God finnaly answered my prayers that he sent u here for me to love.From the fisrt time i set my eyes on you when i walked out i seen such a wondeful,loving ,careing man.I said to my self thank you god he is finaly here i seen you and never wanted to let u go i never wanted to stop stareing into your loving senceouis eyes i just belived in mircals that day when i seen you i know you were then well i felt u were the one for me to love i felt this feelin come over me that i know never in my life i felt and i think it is the feelin of love or less i feel it and i never want this feelin to end i want to keep it alive i want to belive you are mt angel the one i am gonna share such wonderful passion i just can not get over seeing ur wonderful eyes and beliving you are an angel sent from up above for me to love you touch , your kiss,the way you hold me ,the way u look into my eyes ,the way you made love to me and stared into my eyes was such pasion between us i know you felt it too and then we just cuddled up afterwards and talked more i felt ths wonderful connection to be contuined.....