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Trying not to break down and cry. It has been a very hard winter. This foot of mine is hurt and hasn't healed and only seems to be making me sad. I am angry that it wasn't caught earlier. I think I am allowed to be angry about that. A torned ligament is pretty significant compared to sprain. Both take time to heal but ligaments are trickier.
When I am low I don't want to talk or share my feelings. I want to close up shop and hide away until the storm blows through.
The doctor wants me to immobilize back into the boot with crutches and be completely non-weight bearing. this is not something I wish to be after being forced to be weight bearing. I know they didnt know it was the wrong direction to push me in but fuck I hate cruthces!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If you don't understand why this is bringing me down, you have most likely never lost the ability to stand or walk on your own two feet. LUCKY you! Be thankful for that!!
So this is all I have to say and I hope no one takes my silence personally.
