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I write this out of disgust for myself and hate towards me.. I wish I could erase and remove things I have done and said in the past.. I have done and said terrible things I have regretted and even feel ashamed for.. As a person I feel worthless and have come to the point of just giving up on everything.. The minute I try to even get a glimpse of happiness it is torn away from me life a piece of paper..One person comes into my life and she is my absolute everything. Yet because of a past I hate so much..like everything I will probably lose that as well..
To those who know me i am a very caring/giving person..To those who hate me I no longer care, my heart is dull and dead..To those who love and care for me or say you do.. Until you firmly take a chance to really get to know me, then you dont. To the one person who means everything to me.. you really do mean everything to me and i will continue to fight for us.
If i lose you..i have lost everything and I shall give up on existence
