I know i do not write much about myself but here goes..I am not the easiest person to get along with yet be with. I know i have my imperfections which I feel I am flawed and broken.I seek help professionally and am medicated to try and fix this..I know it is going to take time for this all to transpire and I never seek to upset or irritate anyone. Jenna you have been there for me through thick and thin, and for that i can thank you enough..I know i am a handfull at times. I would never hurt you. You are everything I look forward to when I wake up and when i go to bed. You are the woman of my dreams.. I do feel flawed and fell i can never add up to your expectations. I wish I could be the one for you immediately.I do want to spend an eternity with you. Yes you can scream, hit, even shake me.. When you feel I do not listen i really do.. Yes past is past and this is now..I am owning up to my own responsibilities