Brina aka Angel's blog: "one of my poems"

I love it when you look at me love it when u stare most of all i love the way your always there i love it when you make me smile love it when you cheer me up even love the way i tickle me make me laugh but most of all your always there i love the way you care for me love the way you bare with me your always there for me

Is it because im beautiful or because of me maybe because he loves me or just because he wants me is it that i mean something to him or just some to get pleasure from is it because he thinks im special or just the amuesment he sees does he really want to be with me or is there no one else

when im with you i feel i can fly when im without you i want to die that makes me cry sometimes i dont know why just can't help it that i want to die maybe its because i want to fly fly up in heaven if theres such a thing one day we will all be able to fly fly like angels way up in the sky

If i should die tomorrow would you know: how much i love you what you really mean to me whan i amd dead and gone will u even miss me notice that im no longer here

My friend I need you now please take me by the hand stand by me in my hour of need take time to understand Take my hand dear friend and lead me from this place chase away my doubts and fears wipe away all my tears Friend, I can't stand alone I need your hand to hold the warmth of your gentle touch In my world thats grown so cold Please be a friends to me and hold me day by day because with your love along with mine I know we'll find the way!

why am I so depressed I hate it can't stand it I feel like a mess it feels like im always stressed it makes me tense and make me tight sometimes i just wanna fight then you came along and everythings alright why am I so depressed I am always sad and half the time mad

Am I insaine alot of things running through my brain throwing my life and everything i have down the drain with a slit of the vein why must i be in so much pain is there anything i have to gain will i ever be sain not wanting to throw my life away is it just me thats in so much pain are people right? am i really insaine?

when you look at me can you see: how i feel can you see my heart see deep into my soul when you look at me do you really wanna be with me when you look in my eyes do you see that i care and that i will always be there when you look at me: can you see how much i love you do you wonder if you love me or do you already know?

to a good friend whos always around, when im feeling down never sad and never frowns always lights up my day when im feeling gray your always so outspoken, when my heart is broken a really good friend means you can depend on them I can tell you me secrets, thoughts and ideas when i am blue you are always there to comfort me and love me, with all your might after that you are my angel of light you fill my heart with joy and you dont play me like a toy thats why I want you my angel watching over me

why me? why is my world seem so dark and gray most the time cold and empty why am i the one who feels so alone even though im not i know im loved by many