Once Upon A time…….
I had a tear bear to hold at nights within my arms.
I had a dream world where everything was perfect.
I had clothing and make up to dress up like a grown up.
I had never dream of there being you and I.
You are holding me close to your body.
I thought you loved me.
Tears from a broken heart were nothing I knew about.
I would never wish for death like I do now.
I never dream that I would hear you telling someone else you loved her.
I never would I dare to hate you.
I would never walk into your den and get the gun from the gun case.
I would not even be here standing in a pool of blood.
I was innocent to life wickedness, until you.
I knew nothing about the horror of men could do upon a child.
I dare to trust and love you.
But today….
I shot you.
I stand here lost to what you did to me.
I wander what will become of the child you wanted nothing to do with that grows in my body.
I am just a mere child, who is no more child by the sin you place upon well before my time.
©2007 Firestar
