Firestar Queen Goddessmember of the fuba's blog: "2018 Writings"

I stand here lost and confused upon the pathway of life.

Not sure what to do

Not sure how I can move forward or breath,

but here I am.

Upon the pathway, I must walk now....alone and broken apart, since you gone back home with Jesus and God.

I know this is a better pathway for you, 

but for me...

Am lost....am alone and weeping out my broken heart.

I walked the pathway with you, but now my hand is no longer holding yours.

I was forced to let you go when I knew I could no longer hold you here in this world and life with me.

Here is the pathway I must walk now.

Why does my heart aching and weep with no end to this pain of losing you?

You were the best and worst of me,

I was the best and worst of you,

we two peas in the same pod, never able to live separate, but I tried.

We shared harsh words,

but in the end, we always had each other back.

Yet here I am on upon this pathway alone and wishing you were back here with me.

All the pathways ahead of me, don't take me back to you,

yet I am wishing these pathways would.

My heart is shattered and broken into pieces,

I have no way to put the pieces back together.

Here I am upon this pathway without you, I must continue on in this hellish without you.

Do I have the will and strength to go on?

Yet, I know I promised....you, I would be okay if you went home.

But I lied to you.

I need you, I am so unsure if I can walk this pathway now without you.

Turn it up...

With da sexually heat generating from your sexy smile.

My body is aching...

I need your wicked touch ....

here and now, darling.

Light me up....

Bring the fire within me out.

Pour your wicked kisses upon my yearning.

Let me be alive and free.

Turn it up...

Let da passion flames consume me.

Your body is....

All I desire right now.

Light the match of desire....

Burn me with your passionate touch.

Bring me to life.

Pour your wicked acts upon this willing body.

Come on, darling give me your all.

Turn me on.....

Turn it the release button down, give me all of you. 

LIght the fire...

Light my heart desires with a passion that only u can bring out in me or give to me.

Bring it...

Give it....

Am surrendering to it to now.

Am ready to take all you can share with me.

Pour the love upon this body.

Touch this naked body in ways that cat would envy.

Pour the endless desire of passion from your heart upon me

My fondest farewell

  is the death of love.

My fondest name 

  lost in the stillness of sorrow.

To sigh

  is giving up power.

To weep

is giving depth to my pain.

My fondest farewell

is the expiring of my tears.

My fondest farewell

is my lips of passion becoming cold?

To sigh

is allowing the pangs of his touch live again.

To weep

is never sleeping or forgetting what I must live without~ now n forever.

My fondest farewell

is complying me to dare life without him.

My fondest farewell

is freedom from Hell.

To sigh

is now with hope.

To weep,

Well, I weep no more for false love.

It's the spring morn;

 The day of the year unknown disastrous,

 The winged Thorn bird cries out.

Upon the rain from heaven,

The dewy world trembles, and tumbles,

The air smells of faint death.

Whate'er has cometh~ has cometh with swift revenge.

It's the spring morn;

Unrolling noiseless life is no longer being heard within Heaven.

The day of the year unknown disastrous acts of fleeting compassion hath become Hellish reality.
The purest of heart hath been erased.

The noble soul has become twisted and cruel. Now the unfathomed darkness hath bloomed.