Well i leared a lot in a short period of time, looking up as geese pass overhead still gets you in the eye... To Bella who told me to drop things i apologize for not taking your advice and leaving things rest. To Kloverlynn i apologize for impugning your character. I forgot a lesson i learned long ago, assumption is the mother of all fuck ups.
I am an unabashed drunk, i'll admit that, and when i first learned of everthing i reacted as a drunk then as someone with a bad hangover, not an excuse, just the TRUTH, since that was a huge part of the topic.
I watch birds, i'm not an ornithologist or anything, but; i live on a high hill and there are wetlands all around me, and i notice birds follow patterns. To the untrained eye, what passes for random in the bird world is actually quite predictable...
When i arrived on fubar i had for the longest time 2 friends/family members... one was BBG, she guided me and taught me the ropes... she told me to avoid drama... and until yesterday/today i did an ok job with that.
I my defense i am one of those people who gives everone the benefit of the doubt and suffer from too much child-like naivete`... it's not that i BELIEVE necessarily, i just figure... what's to be gained? And, i do suffer from being a chameleon... that ability to blend in... to become what people need, it helps me out with sales.
Lastly i beg you all toconsider the power of the written word... another item i took for granted... what we take into the great organic computer of the mind... we must be careful to keep a self imposed BS filter in place. So folks, keep on dreaming, and being and going on feelings... Luv YOU ALL...
DP