nothing too exciting happened today, work was chaos with lots of people and attempting to still get things done. i got paid, which is always good. not as much as i thought id get but then thats because i get killed with taxes but i should get it all if not more back at the end of the year which would be good and suchness. im a little worried about getting my bills paid atleast if i get my phone bill before my next paycheck. i have enough for my rent, but im not sure how much my gas bill is gonna be and then for my phone bill thats 50 plus a 60 dollar charge for my modem i had to get. so that 60 is gonna be iffy, hoping i dont have to pay any bills late or borrow money, that wouldn't be a very great thing. im watching the kids, they're spending the night so derek and doreen can go to a christmas party and then have the night alone, umm hmm not much else to tell. kim was seemingly accusing me for everything that was wrong today which was annoying, she kept saying things as if i was the one who was supposed to be doing everything.
such as acting like it was my fault there was no food out when dustin was doing food all day and i was stuck on till with a never ending flow of people as well as trying to get magazines checked in keep the place clean which failed because of the wheather and other things i had to do. i dont really care for her too much but owell. as long as i don't lose my job all is good, and the manager hasn't had any issues with me. we get along great and she seems to realize how hard i try and such. ofcourse i guess i ought to realize no matter how much i do itll never be enough so i shouldnt be surprised when ppl complain or something.
tomorrow i don't work until 2:30 which is nice and then i work two midnights and get two days off so yay for that. not sure what im doing on my days off, probably resting and perhaps writing, and listening to audio books n suchness that's always fun stuff. i started writing yet another short story today, i have so many starts to things but never really anything finished, wonder if it'll always be that way? i donno. i havent worked on my novels in a while but i also accidently deleted all the files off my comp. i think i had worked on a couple of the writings a little since i had copied them onto disk so i lost a little bit but i dont think ive lost much so ill survive. perhaps what i had written wasn't meant to be in the story or something.
