XaviRoseMaiden's blog: "thinking , reflecting"

he called to say he had another heart attack today .. 

i didn't really know what to say 

i was in shock i guess .. it all didnt seem real 

 i didnt know how to feel 

He told he like we shoot get to shoot till like julyish .. 

but i didnt really care much about that .. 

i cared about him living to see another day .. 

he cared about him having time to do things he wanted before he dies.. 

what a day i say .. i got some of my friends to pray ... 

not just but fb too . it felt like it was at least something i could do ... 

wishing him the best .. and keeping him in my prayers