jain said it wright she said she wish the world would blow up...i kinda know where she is coming from now thankgiving was a train wrake..no one know how to act and i dont mean the kids and to defend my religion once again in a corner why the older ones told me i was going to hell it got ruff for a wile...and after thay started on me becouse im fater then them...i wish xmus would not com it will be the same thang again i pray fore my famly all the time that thay will love me for who i am my mom told me i was a mastake and im the reasion my dad left hur...so im thanking about leving so thay dont have to worry about me no more so i gess thay win im putting my tell between my legs and walking away if it keeps on thay call themself christions if thay are that i wont no part of itthy rilly need to grow up and thay say i cant get a girfriend then get merryed...and if i do thay wont no part of it thy might as well take me out back and shot me and get it over with..
