161087's blog: "New love...."

I was so lonely, and had been for so long. Sure there have been others before you, but my heart was still so lonely, until you came along. I am surrounded by friends, family, loved ones each and every day, and secretly, from someplace deep inside, to see your face ad hear you laugh I would pray. I have known you for years, never having met but adoring you from afar. You laugh and smile I would imagine, your eyes looking into mine. I remember a conversation in which I told you, from your lips is how I wish to drink my wine. While you considered issues of the body a hindrance of burden, I consider it a and honor, an honor to rub your hands, you neck your feet. And honor to care for you day to day, to love you like no other, not to just get laid. We have only just met, and I feel all this love inside….yet you hold back, pull away from me because you think I have something to hide. You my angel are all that I care about. I have loved you from afar ….and I don’t wanna come back down from this cloud…. You know the song. I have recently added it to your page, but within my heart it has been there all along. Trust me this once, we will get over the bumps…give me a chance and I will make your heart dance. Give me your hand, and I will cherish all of you for a lifetime. I have adored you for a lifetime, even before we ever met. You were everything I have dreamed of, and everything I will never forget. So I will love you now, and love you until my last breath. Just give me the chance to show you, and our love will transcend even death.

I only think of you on two occasions…… …that’s day and night! I imagine you’re out there some ware, destiny waiting to allow our paths to cross. They say, each person enters our life for a period for which their purpose was for. So I shall wait anxiously while you learn life’s lessons, then come to me through my hearts door. Baby, has your heart been worn, broken and tore, well perhaps that was the purpose of all those who came before. Many have been wooed by words, a pretty face, a hope for more, left alone in the bed, to feel like nothing more than a whore. You’re too good for that, a heart of gold, wanting only to be loved. It is not so much to ask. Many have asked, why do I meet all the a**holes and d**ks. Why is God doing this to me, is this how someone up there is getting their kicks? No sweet angel, someday to be mine. It is no one’s fault, not even your own. Someone was there, new the right things to say and do. And you my sweet angel, no longer wanted to be so alone. I understand where you have been, but only you can decide where you will go. I would love to make the journey together, but only time will tell us so. Don’t lose faith, or give up on the fairytale. Dreams do come true, if you let them. I dream of me and you. …..so until we meet my princess, so beautiful and so sweet. Know this in your heart, each journey is different, no two are ever the same. But each new love is always better then the last, and for you past never feel any shame. We all have a past, mine no better than yours. Come my angel, venture though you worries, your sorrows, all that has failed thus far, come to me now through your own hearts very doors. I will be waiting for you my love.

I answered the door and there you were, lightly made up but oh so beautiful. Your smile seemed to light the doorway. “Come in baby, have a seat” I said….and you walked over to the couch and sat down as I got you a glass of wine. “You look very beautiful tonight…” (It made my heart feel so good to see that little smirk), “Well thank you love” you replied. We sat and shared some conversation, and wine….and I realized, your wearing a skirt, my weakness. I noticed your very sexy and shapely legs, adorned with nude tone stockings. I notice a pale area, you skirt seems to have risen a little. A hunger begins to build inside….it seems to have suddenly gotten warmer. A moment of silence arrives, and I lean into you….we share our first kiss. Gentle at first…lips not quite touching, tongues gently dancing with each other. My hand caresses your face. As we end the kiss…I look into your eyes….how beautiful they are, a hint of a smile on you face warms my heart. I prepare the table for dinner, and check on the meal. I sneak off for a minute to light the candles in the bedroom, and put some Barry White on the stereo. I make you a plate and we enjoy the meal together. I love watching you, and know it is a little uncomfortable for you to eat in front of me, so I am playful and put you at ease. In doing so, opportunity arises, because…”Opps”, you dropped some sauce on you pretty new skirt. “I’ll get that for you baby”, you protest a little, being polite you say, its ok honey”. I take a little soda water and a dish towel, kneel before you and clean the pasta sauce off… Your face close to mine, I kiss you again….then your ears…then your neck, running my tongue gently, lightly from your shoulder to your earlobe. You respond with a gently moan. I lower my head and kiss your knees, your thighs….they part slightly. My kisses trail to that sweet spot, I can smell the aroma of you, I long for it. I wish they could bottle it so I could spry it on and carry your beautiful scent with me all day. I stand and take your hand, leading you into the bedroom. I hold you close to me, looking into your eyes, I kiss you yet again. I can’t keep my lips off you. You can feel my desire, first it’s gently but insistent pulsing against your belly, and then your hand seeks it out and finds it. I remove your blouse, gently lowering it to the floor as I devour your neck with nibbles and gentle kisses….then I take your nipple in my mouth, gently massaging it with swirls of my tongue. Then the other….as I begin to remove your skirt…and nylons. God you warmth feels so good pressed against me. I love that your body seems to fit perfectly against mine. I look down into your eyes; I can’t help the desire to kiss you, again, and again. The kisses have grown more passionate….and have a hint of hunger to them. I gently lay you on the bed…kissing your mouth, your face, your ears…as I whisper…”I have wanted you for so long”….and trail kisses down your chest, stopping to enjoy the feel of your breast in my hungry mouth. My hands help guide them to my lips…and continue to massage them as my mouths journey continues down your tummy. I reach that aromatic spot, it is ohhhhh so yummy. I part your lips with my tongue and wrap you within it….my lips closing over the dance going on beneath….you push yourself against my delighted mouth….and my tongue continues its journey to you most secret spot, as my hands are now parting you so my tongue may explore a place so few have ever been before. The tingle of this new sensation is driving you wild, as I can feel the wetness pouring from above. I savor it; I engulf every drop as I cherish every part of you and want it to stay with me always. You begin to tug on me to rise to your will…as I tease, nibbling your sides and slowly retrace my trail which lead me to your womanhood. As I cascade your breast, I can’t wait to gently kiss your chin, nibble your lower lips, and continue our oral dance started earlier. No guidance is needed as I begin to enter you, you are so warm, so wet…it is all I can do to keep from exploding as you feel every bit as good inside as I had imagined. It is looking at you that has me so aroused. You are so beautiful under me…and so exciting as your eyes close and you begin to bite you lower lip as I slowly fill you up inside. I only allow myself to enter you a little ….then a little more….then a little more….then, you gasp as I am slowly, but completely inside you. Your hair wrapped in my hand, I can’t keep my lips and tongue off of your beautiful body, your breast, your neck, your earlobes feel so good gently between my teeth. Our bodies naturally find a rhythm, beginning there own dance, and your warmth fills me with desire to hold you close, pull on your hair just a little bit more….your moans are music to my ears, sweeter then Barry Whites voice gently talking to us in the distance. I want you to love me…I want you to do something for me, I gently whisper it in your ear, “Baby, cum for me”…and my hot breath cascades over your neck….I feel your warmth engulf me, your love for me all over me…it’s so warm…I have to make it a part of me. As your breath slows, your trembling subside…I take yet another brief journey, to savor that which you have given, just for me a moment ago. I snuggle up beside you, holding you close, I want to tell you how much I love you, have loved you, and wish I could lay with you like this forever….but as it is only a dream…so I fall asleep…with the thought of you being in my arms, so I can make love to you in the morning.

How do I love thee, so far away? I love thee with a full heart, each and every day I awake, and see your smile, your eyes, in my minds eye. Each day without you is sweet torture, for to hold you is all that I want to do. Funny, how love has transcended mountains, miles and oceans. Funny how my love belongs to only you. Can I grow old with you; hold your hand as we Walk through the park? Can I just hold you, throughout the day, and well into the evening’s dark? What did you do that made my heart go so wild..? Oh nothing much, it’s just the way you looked when You just smiled.

In the beginning……. The “falling†is the high in any relationship. The newness, the getting to know each other, the text message in the middle of the day which brings the smile to your face. Exploring each other, emotionally, sexually. So what happens….that newness fades and, though the love remains, that excitement and anticipation of seeing each other isn’t what it used to be!? It is sad….and the reason about 90% of you ladies are on here, trying to recapture that attention, that excitement of desire, the excitement and feeling that fills you with the new crush….tell me if I'm wrong, or do you even realize it!? So….any idea on how to keep that Newness alive, with the one your with, the one you love??? Not sure how it works for most, but here’s some stuff I like to do….. 1. Take a trip, out of town, or just locally….rent a hotel room (nice ones here in Vegas), and set up a “dateâ€. She would dress up, as would I….meet for dinner, some drinks in the hotel restaurant….then up to the room for a nightcap. 2. Text her (or him if it applies) and let them know your thinking about them. 3. Explore each others fantasies. If just in words or play acting…but do it. I have happened to have opened up this past year (with the help of a friend) and have actually become open to fulfilling my lady’s fantasies without the ugly jealousy. In this area you have to be careful. Most try with friends the first time…..not a good idea, should be complete strangers if others are involved. 4. GET OUT…..go out, do something, even if just a meal….a nice drive, something. The same ‘ol shit all the time becomes boring….find the time. I happen to live in Las Vegas, and there is a lot to do. Even just a stroll or cruise down the strip can be fun. 5. Find out what your partner’s interest are NOW, as sometimes they change. 6. Fall in love all over again….try courting each other again! That’s right, call or text and ask for a date. Bring flower, or get a hotel (if you have different place that’s even better. Have it set up like the first night you knew you were gonna do it….the candles, the roses….go all out….but build up to it first. Maybe a little playing on the dance floor. 7. MOST IMPORTANT…..never lose site of (even if you have to post it in your PDA or a friggin post-it-note on your computer screen….that your partner is a beautiful woman (or nice looking man) and wants to be reminded of that. Don’t take each other for granted. Text each other throughout the day ….â€Hi baby, I was just thinking about you, and your sweet little pussy (or dick, however it may be….just don’t say little if it’s the dick thing)….and how much I wanna taste it†…is a good example. Get the blood flowing…..build up to the time when you do see each other, and want to rip each others clothes off. One of the biggest turn on's, for men as well as woman, is knowing you are desired. Why do you think you post all those pic’s that drive us guys crazy!!!

Current mood: cheerful It's funny (though not really) how much it hurts inside, a pain that just won't subside, when you lose someone you truly love. Whether it be growing apart, or to the big guy above! Then one day, you might be sitting and minding your own business, or surfing the web, maybe just checking your hot (or not), then theres a face, one you just happen to spot...and something inside feels different, maybe a stomach knot. You get to know the person, you happen to arrange a meet, Starbucks, dinner, perhaps just a movie. You get to talking and realize, hey, this person is really neat! The friendship goes on, where it's leading no one knows, ' till one day you wake up, there face on you mind, and your heart glows. Hey, I am no poet, only god knows (and now you guy's)....but the moral of the story is, loving someone new don't mean your losing it for someone in the past. Each love is different, but there all great ! I have found that each woman I have loved was a unique and great experience. I still love my fist love, my high school sweetheart, but have loved many wonderful woman after as well (and no, that don't necessarily mean I have slept with them) and each one was wonderful and in a funny way, non-comparable. For the guy's....it is also a fact that though woman fall in love faster...they fall out of love faster as well. For the ladies, no we don't like to let go. Hell, would it be worth the experiance if it were so easy to let it go. Single mommies, I have the ultimate respect for you ladies. I will be honest and admit, what you ladies do, most of us men couldn't handle for a month! And on that note fella's, don't forget that she is a beautiful, sensual woman as well as a mommy. She needs to feel like that, and know you still feel like that, now and then...and the more NOW's, the better your relationship is going to be.