behind my hazel eyes
i watch the world go by ..
i see the cars all going in in different drections
i feel myself being pulled in so many many ways
ive found myself at the crosswords so many times
its so hard to make those decisions
the road to happieness ,starts with getting to know myself again ..
and beleiving in myself again
ive lived a lonely life .. now its really time to live
with a open heart , and kindness to those who deserve it ..
i found i attract the good people now
rage and hate and betrayal stings but becoming a crueler , bitter person is a much worse fate
i hurt now .. but whatever doesn't kill me makes me stronger ..
the pain isnt so bad now.. not like it used to be ..
not like a knife or a needle straight to my heart ..
Time to go
time to start over with a brand new life ..
the same heart , the same compassion that keps me human through the burn
so many new things to learn , so many people to meet , im lifes eternal student ..
nothing to stop me but myself ..