So tired lately no matter how much sleep, rest, relasation I get. I'm still so tired. My skin is changing again not so bad this time don't have the dark patches least not yet don't want to get them again to me they are so ugly. Make me look scaley don't like that but not like I can stop it from coming just try to cope with it. Skin feels so dry no matter how much water I drink how much H2O, hydration is received. Change my lotions again, this one seems to work better but I still like the body butters I still like the ones with the sweet smells. My skin feels so soft after rubbing it on but its only temporary. But I like the smells of the strawberry mango, lavender, cucumber melon, orange truffle yes the sweet smells of deserts a delicious treat. Woke up the other day cleared my throat and spit out a wad of blood it was like I spit out a scab or something. Then I had to deal with a nose bleed. Bright red blood just wouldn't stop so I just plugged nose with tissue and tried to get ready for work. Still gotta go getting to hot to b homeless. Now when I get up my legs hurt. One is swollen opposite side of my fat hand. Its the leg with the rod in it but I don't think its the rod that is causing the swelling.