KilletteThaNinjette's blog: "My poetry and random thoughts"

A Deep Dark Hole For A Lonely, Tortured Soul A Battered Limb Of Existance Clinging To A Lie A Deep Dark Hole For A Bruised And Beaten Soul Bleeding Out False Hope For A Better Day A Deep Dark Hole For A Twisted, Broken Soul Destroyed By Self-Pity And Regret Praying For Death A Deep Dark Hole For My Poor Foolish Soul

i sit here thinking of him his sweet embrace his soft touch his glorified smile his outstanding personality i sit here thinking of how i messed up writing all those things hurting him for no reason believing a rumor causing uneccessary pain i sit here thinking of how i lost him knowing ill never get him back knowing i might not see him again feeling as if the world might end hurting more than ever before i sit here thinking about how i want to cry some how knowing that i can't feeling so numb inside wanting so bad just to die

i will never forget the times we shared for they are planted deep in my heart i remember the night i asked you to marry me and i remember the night you asked me i remember the first time we meet and the first letter you wrote me i remember our first kiss and the first time you said i love you i remember the first time you walked me home and i remember the first time we talked all night long i remember the first time you held my hand and i remember the first time you spent the night i remember the first time you kissed me goodnight and i remember the very first fight i love you baby and forever i will remember the times we shared