The pain in my heart
Keeps ripping me apart
The thoughts in my head
Tell me to make you dead
The hate inside of me
Keeps me thinking
Laying in my bed at night
The things going on filled with fright
Strangers just walking by
How many ways can they die
My hands , a gun or knife
All tools to end a life
Filled with so much hate
This can't just be heart break
The years trieng to bury it
Now I have to live with it
All this pain
Trapt inside my brain
The way I walk , talk and dress
Expressions of my mind's mess
You make fun of me
I want to make my fantasy a reality
It starts with a life
Introduce a knife
Stabbing at your head
Now you're dead
I'm the one laughing now
Your friends are crieng now
You wanna make fun
Talk to this gun
I pull the trigger
Just one finger
How many people can I kill
How much blood can I spill
I'm filled with rage
Express it page after page
You wonder what's wrong with me
Try spending one day as me
Fingers pointing
Faces stareing
I feel frustrated
Always aggravated
I want to hide
Away from my mind
Sitting by a tree
Dreaming of a killing spree
Blame music,movies or haveing cable
Maybe i'm just mentally unstable
I try to release
I want some peace
See these tears
You don't know my fears
Things that haunt me at night
They'd make you run in fright
This is my mind
You still want to see inside?