well my life has been really suck ass I lost my cousin she died about 3 weeks ago the 2 days later my friend died then 2 weeks later another friend died in a car reck then I called my X cause he was haveing a really bad time and he needed someone to talk to and we ended up back to gather & he asked me to marry him I said yeah then he started haveing hell with his X and I just couldn't and wouldn't deal with her she is a dope head and drinks all the time and now today my aunt passed away I am just ready to just give up on everything and crawl in a hole and never come out Love is given up on me and I guess I will never find Love I am just givein up on men and Love My Life Sucks ass