Over that last few months ive noticed some subtle changes in my body.
Four weeks ago i weighed 228 lbs. I was a little chunky around the mid section but nothing excessive. Weighed myself today. I weigh 178 lbs.
I find myself weak. Things i use to be able to do no problem now require me to use alot of energy. And i feel sore after wards.
My vision is getting worse. Im not at the 20/70 in both eyes. Those of you who dont know what the numbers mean if you have perfect vision, how blurry things are for you at 70 feet away. thats how blurry it is for me 20 feet away.
I have pains in my chest and get muscle cramps daily. I drink over a gallon of water a day.
And today was the worst thing that scared me. I sat on my couch to watch a movie. Half hour into it i wanted some ice water. I stood up took two steps and instantly had my body fall asleep. Like when your leg or arm does but it was all over. I slammed my face into the floor and busted my nose.
The part that scared me was when my body started to tingle my hearing faded out.
I know no one will read this because mainly no one wants to. Ive been to war and seen and done so many things.
Today i was the most scared ive ever been in my life.
And no one seems to care.
