Cherrytapcom So Easy A Hawaiian Can Do It's blog: "My Life for you to know"

Allright really had somethings that needed to be said. But you know what? None of yall have the time to talk not a problem. Shall i remedy this for you. Im out. Have a nice life.

Almost there. Final interviewing begins next week. Im on the list. Wish I had someone to share this all with. Guess you cant have everything you want. Or is it anything? I Dont Know What Im Doing.

Yea I finally got one. Dont know when ill get around to setting it up. Just a random comment. Test results from my new job come in tomorrow. We'll see.

If I asked you to dance.... would you?

Yea thats right. I did it. Song of the moment. Lyrics really hit home if you listen to them. In The End

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Ive got a job with a company called Solar Turbines. Ill be making 40k a year. Full benefits for me and my family. haha anyone got a wife and kid i can borrow? Slowly but surely im making it. Id like to thank my friends and family for not giving up on me. You all helped me get this far. Id like to thank my "best-friend" you kept my mind right whether you know it or not. I miss ya.

you know i keep so much to myself. alot of people think theres something wrong with that i think it suits me just fine. but every once in awhile i have to (basically bitch and complain) to those who are close to me. well thats what i did do. now i find out me doing that brings other people down. ruins there days. causes problems for them. not no more. i can deal with my problems myself. no more dragging what few friends i got into them just to fuck up their lives. from now on im either fine or better. irrelevant of how i really am. for that one person im sorry for dragging you into this. i swear to god it wont ever happen again. PS i got my cell back.

he is joining the navy... ill say more when there is more to say. im proud.

My unit 3rd squadron 7th US Cavalry is going to Iraq again. We got back January of 2006 just to seem them going back in a year. The first division to be going back there for the third time. Im filled right now with so much anger its eating me up. Gods Speed Troopers. Stay safe my brothers. Garry Owen!

Grandfathers in the hospital. Friendships are falling apart. Cheers and happy new years. More and more often i want to just disappear. To many things that i had to hold on to are just slipping through my fingers one by one. Whats the point of going on? Seriously. You think your important. Your not. You think you are significant to others. Your not. Can everyone go about their daily routines whether your here or not. Yes they can. haha Seriously whats the point. Two constants in this world. Pain. Death. Every single person on this planet feels pain whether it be physical, mental, or the worst of them all emotional. And every single person in this world will one day die. You know i had a ray of hope and light. But just like all things in my life. Its gone. haha one of the two constants. Guess i know whats next...