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Jonathan's blog: "Music"

created on 07/09/2009  |  http://fubar.com/music/b303044

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

[Chorus]

I always knew that you would come back to get me
And you always knew that it wouldn't be easy
To go back to the start to see where it all began
Or end up at the bottom to watch how it all ends

You tried to lie and say I was everything
I remember when I said I'm nothing without you
I'm nothing without you

Somehow I found a way to get lost in you
Let me inside, let me get close to you
Change your mind I'll get lost if you want me to
Somehow I found a way to get lost in you

You always thought that I left myself open
But you didn't know I was already broken
I told myself that it wouldn't be so bad
But pulling away you took everything I had

You tried to lie and say I was everything
I remember when I said I'm nothing without you
I'm nothing without you

Somehow I found a way to get lost in you
Let me inside, let me get close to you
Change your mind I'll get lost if you want me to
Somehow I found a way to get lost in you, in you

The pain of it all, the rise and the fall
I see it all in you
Now every day I find myself saying
I want to get lost in you, I'm nothing without you

Somehow I found a way to get lost in you
Let me inside, let me get close to you
Change your mind I'll get lost if you want me to
Somehow I found a way to get lost in you
A way to get lost in you

winter

frost has covered trees and grass
winds cut like glass between these homes
Darkness has fallen, another day past
Gray clouds conceil dark skies above

I lie alone, void of sleeps gentle touch
thoughts of you dart, dance, and play
my beating heart bleeds in a rush
I yearn to see your angelic face

This cold expanse between us laughs
mocking earth and ocean alike
suffocating, longing for you I gasp
Shivering I am in blackest night

I want to see you, taste you, hold you close
I want to feel, you smell you, hear your voice
I count the seconds until you are with me once more
I count each tear that make my eyes moist

I live for dawn, for morning rays
for birdsongs that echo through window panes
Another night with you has passed to new day
And closer I am to reaching you

I adore our time ever brief we spend
your words caress my lonely heart
I sleep drunk off your love and then
awake to wait once more for dark

You hold my soul, my heart, my future wife
I have faith your heart is true for me
I dream we are together for all my life
My soulmate, Karin, you will always be

Another day without your smile

Another day just passes by

But now I know how much it means

For you to stay right here with me

The time we spend apart will make our love grow stronger

But it hurts so bad, I cant take it any longer

I want to grow old with you I want to die lying in your arms

I want to grow old with you I want to be looking in your eyes

I want to be there for you sharing in everything you do

I want to grow old with you

A thousand miles between us now

It causes me to wonder how

Our love tonight remains so strong

It makes our risk right all along

The time we spend apart will make our love grow stronger

But it hurts so bad, I cant take it any longer

I want to grow old with you I want to die lying in your arms

I want to grow old with you I want to be looking in your eyes

I want to be there for you sharing in everything you do

I want to grow old with you

Things come and go I know but baby I believe

Something strong burning between us makes it clear to me

I want to grow old with you I want to die lying in your arms

I want to grow old with you I want to be looking in your eyes

I want to be there with you sharing in everything you do

I want to grow old with you I want to die lying in your arms

I want to grow old with you I want to be looking in your eyes

I want to be there for you sharing in everything you do

I want to grow old with you

I miss you

 


I miss being overwhelmed by you


And I need rescue


I think I’m fading away


But I keep thinking that you’ll wake me up


with a whisper in my ear


I keep hoping


That you’ll sneak in my room


So I wait and I wait


And I run old scenes through my tired head


Of the day we laid by the school and said


Forever, was that the best I’ll ever be?


I miss you


I miss talking all night long with you


And I need this to find a way to your home


oh, my love, can you hear me


Have I been hoping loud enough


wishing hard enough


Can you see me


when I’m asleep all alone, alone


So I wait and I wait


And I run old scenes through my tired head


Of the days that we laid by the school and said


Forever, was that the best I’ll ever be?


Can’t keep my hands from shaking


stumbling through the wreckage again


but your gone


So I wait and I wait


And I run myself through the same old circles


And I sit, and I stare


And I run old scenes through my tired head


Of the days that we laid on our backs and said


Forever, was that the best I’ll ever be?


Was that the best I’ll ever be?


Was that he best I’ll ever be?

May every star you wish apon

 

and every hope your hangin' on come true

 

out of everybody in this world

 

there is no one who deserves them more than you

 

I hope you find

 

everything you've been dreaming of

 

only good things

 

no inbetweens just, Peace and Love

 

These words did not come easily

 

Still you know I had to write them down

 

You must know what you mean to me

 

I wish that you could always be around

 

I hope you find

 

everything you are worthy of

 

I'm gonna miss you

 

I only wish you, Peace and Love

 

Peace and love

 

tears of joy

 

kindness of strangers

 

All of your roads

 

paved with gold

 

by gaurdian angels

 

whereever you may bein this world

 

my salutation says it all

 

May you always have enough

 

Peace and Love

 

I let you go unselfishly

 

Cause eveyone needs time to be alone

 

well maybe time will bring you back

 

andif it does, you'll always have a home

 

I sign my name

 

no one to blame it on because

 

I'm on your side

 

No question of pride

 

Peace and Love

 

tears of joy kindness of strangers

 

All of your roads

 

paved in gold

 

by guardian Angels

 

Wherever you may be in this world

 

My salutation says it all

 

May you always have enough

 

Peace and Love

I think I have walked to close to love and now I'm falling in

There's so many things this weary soul can't take

Maybe you just caught me by surprise

The first time that I looked into your eyes

There's a life inside of me that I can feel again

It's the only thing that takes me where I've never been

I don't care if I lost everything that I have known

It don't matter where I lay my head tonight your arms feel like home

They feel like home

This life ain't the fairytale we both thought it would be

But I can see your smiling face as it's staring back at me

And I know we both see these changes now

I know we both understand somehow

There's a life inside of me that I can feel again

It's the only thing that takes me where I've never been

I don't care if I lost everything that I have known

Cuz it don't matter where I lay my head tonight your arms feel like home

They feel like home to me

There's a life inside of me that I can feel again it's the only thing that takes me where I've never been

And I dont care if I lost everything that I have known

It don't matter where I lay my head tonight your arms feel like home

They feel like home

Blossom by Candlebox

Lights, they wash your face
Pale and misty white
Colour flowers
Your eyes seem ever changing in my mind
Colours bleed to red
As I kiss your face
Want to tell you I love you
Everyday as we grow
See I know now
Yes I know now it's all my own
And I know now

Can you feel my pain
As you walk on by
Will you tell me you need me
Every time, yeah,
All alone

See I'll show you things never seen before
For your mind to untangle
On your own, all alone
Yes I know now
Yes I know now
It's all my own
Yes I know now
I'll watch as you go
Yes I know
It's alright

And I know now
Yes I know now
It's all on my own
As you blossom
Yes, you blossom everyday
And I know now
Yes I know now it's all my own
As you blossom everyday
Everyday...

Oh, I don't feel my arms are breaking up
I don't fear my eyes are turning red
I don't feel my arms are breaking up
I don't feel you slipping from my hands

And I know now
Yes I know now it's all on my own
As you blossom everyday
And I know now
Yes I know now it's all on my own
As you blossom everyday
Now I know
Yes I know now
It's all on my own
As you blossom everyday
Everyday...

Excuse the mess, I didn't see you from behind

I caught a glimps, but the reflections only mine

Its almost like I am paralyzed and locked outside myself

What I don't need is to concede because I wont be someone else

I'm not perfect, and I don't claim to be

and if thats what you wanted, then I'm so sorry

How about a better version of the way that I am?

How about a better version that makes me understand?

How about a better version of the way that I am

The way I look, the way I speak

How about a better version of me

Excuse the wall, I put it up from time to time

A silver shade, and the design is all mine

Its just a maze that everyday I seem to be stuck in

It never seems to fade away, but I pray for the day it ends

I'm not perfect, and I don't claim to be

and if thats what you wanted, then I'm so sorry

How about a better version of the way that I am?

How about a better version that makes me understand?

How about a better version of the way that I am

The way I look, the way I speak

How about a better version of me

Show me my vital signs until I am realigned

show me my vital signs until I am realigned

sow me my vital signs until I am realigned

show me my vital signs until I am realigned

How about a better version of the way that I am?

How about a better version that makes me understand?

How about a better version of the way that I am

The way I look, the way I speak

How about a better version of me

I spent last night dreaming of your eyes

 

but your hair kept getting in teh way

 

your lips dropped in to tell me how you been

 

and when I tried to kiss them, my pillow told me I missed them

 

your voice dropped by and sang a lullaby

 

and it was then I knew just what to do

 

I'd fall alseep and then

 

I'd dream of you again

 

Your voice dropped by and sang a lullaby

 

 and it was then I knew just what to do

 

I'd fall asleep and then

 

I'd dream of you again.

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