I didn't really have to much time to think about how much i missed my Mum cause i was too busy working .. but i squeezed in a lil reminiscing... She wanted to make the world a better place and she always used art to do so ... A long time she was going to Art with Refugees in detention centres in Australia.. I'm so proud of my Mum .. She we back to school at 50 and got her counseling degree ... But all she wanted was to heal the hearts of the hurting ... i sure miss her smile.. her sense of humour and her spirit that made her one of a kind .. maybe i'll end up carrying on her dream... to help make this world a better place through Art! As a humble artist she gave away almost all her Art! She exhibited only for good causes ... She wasn't perfect ... But she was amazing ... such a big heart .. it seemed like it had no end to it ... The only person she didn't look after was herself... as a result she never knew she was sick ... she almost never went to the doctor...
Well so the story goes ... eventually that's killed her ... she suddenly had a stroke ... then during that week she got worse and worse .. til finally ... she was gone .. We all had to say good bye.. It was hardest thing i'd ever had to do so far in my lifetime .. to let her go she was my best friend , my Mum , my everything ...
so 14 years on i still miss her ... it still hurts sometimes but i still go on .. and i hope that she is proud of me , the way that i am proud of her ... My butterfly...
I love you now and forever love always
Love u Always
your darling little girl...
Briar