THANK YOU EVERYONE!!! IT MEANT ALOT TO ME FOR ALL THE RATES AND COMMENTS.. I DID ALOT OF CRYING LAST NIGHT MORE CRYING THAN I DID IN JANUARY WHEN THEY PASSED...
I KNOW WHY I DIDN'T CRY AS MUCH AS I SHOULD HAVE IN JANUARY.. I HAD SO MUCH TO DO I REALLY DIDN'T TAKE THE TIME TO THINK ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED..
WHEN YOU ARE THE ONE PLANNING A FUNERAL FOR TWO YOUNG SOULS IT'S HARD AND I WOULDN'T SHOVE THAT ON MY WORST ENEMY.. HOWEVER I WAS THE ONE WHO HAD TO MAKE THE PLANS AND ARRANGEMENTS BECAUSE THE MOTHERS OF BOTH THE LOST HAD ONE WISH...
FOR THE FUNERAL TO BE IN MY LOCATION AND THEY WERE STUCK EITHER STILL IN THE HOSPITAL OR WITH-OUT A VEHICLE BECAUSE THE FIRE BLEW THEIR CARS UP...
AND I WAS THE ONE INTRUSTED WITH THE PLANNING CAUSE I WOULD DO IT ALL THEIR WAY AND NOT BE SELFISH... OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS HOWEVER WOULD HAVE DONE IT THEIR WAY AND WOULDN'T CARE LESS...
I DID WHAT I HAD TO AND I SHOVED DONE THE PAIN AND THE HURT AND THE GRIEF I FELT TO GET THROUGH THAT PART OF MY LIFE..
AND LAST NIGHT... WELL LAST NIGHT IT ALL CAME OUT!!! I SPENT 3 HOURS CRYING, THINKING, MISSING THEM...
THANK YOU ALL...
MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL!!!
LIFE'S TOO SHORT TO NOT LOVE SOMEONE, TAKE THE CHANCE ON THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE!!! YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED!!!
