EvO's blog: "random thoughts and other shit"

when I speak sometimes the words just won't come out right

thoughts and ideas take a tangled flight, leaving my tongue in a knot,

and me lost in thought.

when I write though, not always but sometimes, some magical times, it's like the words

are transmitted to me from some cosmic thought center where right and wrong are neatly organized,all black or all white, no grey in sight, then they filter up through my soul and flow onto the page,,

I'm hoping this is one of those times,,,

lately my mind takes me on a trip, a journey with every thought, even the simple ones somehow manage to wrap themselves up, twist around with others and form a labyrinth, 

in which I find myself lost. Many times when I'm lost I turn to my compass, my anchor, my guide, that either keeps me in the "here" or helps me find my way home if I must leave.

Never do I need step by step turn by turn directions to find my way home,

just a your doing ok,

your making your way, it'll all be fine

No cosmic tom-tom sits on the dash of my mind

I've gone on these trips my whole life, I guess

I've gone alone,

but with my compass the going is easier

until I feel the compass no longer cares to help guide me home,

then I travel alone as the compass spins out of control

I spin as well

what I knew to be right becomes wrong

what was wrong becomes right

the maze less navigable

with no end in sight