Johnnydevil's blog: "Real Fu-Kin Life."

created on 02/18/2007 | http://fubar.com/real-fu-kin-life/b56627 | 396 followers

posted on 10/15/2007&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;08:10&nbs-07:00;pm

Mid October Madness...
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...well, many of you are probably looking for something here in regards to the whole "fake referral" accusations or maybe even the scripting, the blaster usage or are looking for something to call someone out on doing or whatever reason you may be reading this. I regret to inform ya'll that that isn't happening (well, at least not yet anyways, pending certain circumstances) but rest assured the information and what the "normal" people on here see is all over the place. Alot of it is rumor I'm sure so until I at least sort through SOME of this stuff and find out what's fact and what's not I'm not going to say anything public about it because well, I try not to post things that aren't accurate, but with that in mind....
...then again, why should I even care right? Most people don't realize that next month will be the one year anniversary of the infamous Greasemonkey scripts. And it's coming up also on the one year anniversary of that other infamous you-dumbasses-are-feeding-one-man's-packets program used for autoeverything, autofriend, autofan, autovisit, autocomment and everything. If that's what you want to do, then fucking do it. I've really been contemplating not caring anymore, not busting anyone, not calling anyone out or doing anything anymore and handling my buisness differently. But that's not the only thing I'm not considering doing anymore around here..because most of them are still here, do what they do without any consequences. They few that do get held accountable are very few and far between. It was one thing back in the day when most of the people doing it were the "outcasts" around here, but now it seems like that a "popular" (*gag*) group and their littany of supporters and FOLLOWERS are doing whatever it is they may or may not be doing...it's just a clusterfuck and ya know what it's a big fat whatever. I guess it's starting to feel like that whole "If they don't care, then why should I?" thing is kicking in..I don't run the site...I don't have to be the one to judge the credibility of certain things...maybe it's time to hang it up with that stuff in the form it is now..just feels like it's not worth it anymore sometimes..but we will see...right now all I see is an escalting situation really... ...otherwise, real life stuff is just "there." I'm fucking bored off of my ass most of the time. My job pays well but there is some degree of stress involved, I guess it goes with the pay rate...lol. Otherwise everything is flat and pretty much lame right now. There are some bright spots, some things I am REALLY hoping will happen and change in the near future, and I've set some sort of "personal deadline" for a few of them. Because honestly, the way things are just aren't working out for me. I think I'll know more shortly, maybe but who knows... ...so in order to bring back some variety of fun for me around here for me at least anyways, I think it's time to finally get Orly that long ass overdue VIP, get him leveled up. That in and of itself is pretty funny. It will remind me of a time when it was actually fun to be on here, not like it is for me most days now, just a drama-filled, can't trust anyone because of this and that, what happend to making people laugh? What happend to hanging out in lounges and having fun and not worrying about who's spying, screenshotting or copy and pasting it anywhere? It was SO much FUN with the fake pics because it was HILARIOUS to watch people's reactions. That was fun. But otherwise..What happend to me being me? The fact of the matter is, as far as who and what can really say anything about me that have spent time with me on this site...there aren't that many...count em on one hand...Really... ...am I retiring from this nonsense?...maybe. Just dunno. Send your insights to me like usual and I'll try to help you out as best I can, but otherwise, I just dunno anymore. It's affected me too much on too close of a level already and I don't even know when to pull the trigger, or even to pull the trigger at all... Despite what some people think, I do know when to stop and know when to continue..or maybe I don't..I dunno..just blah... ...also it's Mid-October. October has been a hell month for me for YEARS. CRAZY things happen to me during this month, usually life changing ones at that...goes back at least 17 years...really. It's insane. So far, this month has been DRAGGING...just alot in the way of drifting in and around, not so much as it is that "drastic" thing that I've grown accustomed to over the years. But then again, there are still 15 days left, and as history has shown, it's that last 10 or so days that usually define what will happen...we shall see.... ...and on that note, I'm out. Sorry it wasn't what some of you were expecting or looking for. Then again for some of you, maybe it is...it's hard to tell these days. Just take a look around yourselves and look who you surround yourself with on here and in real life too, maybe it influences some of what you do and how you act, or, are you strong enough of a person to be that leader instead of that FOLLOWER, make your own decisions and stick to your guns and choose what's right from what's wrong. Whatever it may be, I hope most of you find happiness in what you do...I know I'm trying to....have a good night and...laters...and of course, be good to one another..:P

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