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Some of you may recall back to the first week of August when I was admitted to the mental hospital due to increased depression/anxiety,
suicidal thoughts, had a very graphic and totally workable suicide plan, and hallunications of my dad uncle. I ended up staying a week
including a three night stay at the ER under suicide watch.
When I was first discharged I felt great and felt like I could tackle the world with my new found "sanity" but in the fast few weeks I've been
hearing voices telling me I will be back in the hospital in 6 months or less, constant whispering and snickering, and my increasing collection
of vivid and graphic nightmares about being readmitted.
I have an appointment in the morning with my therapist and I'm not to sure what these new developments in my mental state will mean
to him and the course we will take in my therapy. I just wanted to give anyone who cared a head's up in case I suddenly disappear and
go M.I.A. for an extended amount of time.
Lust most of you and love some of you (h)
