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these past couple of weeks i feel like things in my life have fallin apart and some new things are growing closer freindships have started to crumble and lose closeness and i miss this but the outcome has been i have gained someone that is wounderfull for once i feel happy when im with this person although i know many will not like this but they will just have to get over it becuase as i have said since i became single i will be happy and nothing will stand in my way and if they cant deal with that than they can get out the way and shut there mouths and just deal with it or they can grow a pair and voice it eather way im gonna be happy. now as to the freindships that are drifting apart this is particaly my fault becuase i have been working so much and i havnet had the the time or energy to talk as much but i do hope those ppl know that they are still in my heart and my mind and that i miss them very much i was thinking about this last night as i was closing up at work all by my self about how things have changed in the past couple of weeks and months friends have come and friends have gone love has come and gone as easley as you can tear a page...but threw it all i have held out for happyness so i guess provided that things work out that it was worth it i guess hopefully

but a fading memeory

As i took one of my cig. breaks tonight at work i took a moment to wonder around the outside of the building, and stoped at the hill where my friends and I were Kings and Queens. It had accured to me now much time had passed, and how much i miss those simpler times. The time when I would hear the laughter of my freinds as we went down the hill on our throwns made of plastic playing a game of hide and seek with a half full bottle of mountain dew that had gotten flung down the hill. We had made the hill of ice and snow our palace. That was a time that I was dubed affectionaly Fefe the rogue snow bunny bye all who lived in the palace of ice and snow. People called our safe haven sucide hill but to us it was out releace. standing ther i could hear the voices of the memory calling "come on Fefe" from my feinds at the bottem of the hill and i would sit on my thrown of plastic and feel the bight of the wind on my face as I raced down the hill feeling more and more alive with every breath I took. Now the time has passed. the kings and Queen have grown apart with bitter feelings of resentments that are never as it seems to be fixed. As I finished my Cig I heard the voices fase away with the memeory gone. I can only hope that the memories will not fade in there eyes and minds. I know that Fefe the rogue snowbunny may be gone for now but she will return eventualy to that palace to take her place wtih the kings again sometime. After all the next years winter is gonna be here eventualy. as i walk away from the ice palace i say " long live the kings and queens of the sucide hill ice palace."
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