these past couple of weeks i feel like things in my life have fallin apart and some new things are growing closer freindships have started to crumble and lose closeness and i miss this but the outcome has been i have gained someone that is wounderfull for once i feel happy when im with this person although i know many will not like this but they will just have to get over it becuase as i have said since i became single i will be happy and nothing will stand in my way and if they cant deal with that than they can get out the way and shut there mouths and just deal with it or they can grow a pair and voice it eather way im gonna be happy. now as to the freindships that are drifting apart this is particaly my fault becuase i have been working so much and i havnet had the the time or energy to talk as much but i do hope those ppl know that they are still in my heart and my mind and that i miss them very much i was thinking about this last night as i was closing up at work all by my self about how things have changed in the past couple of weeks and months friends have come and friends have gone love has come and gone as easley as you can tear a page...but threw it all i have held out for happyness so i guess provided that things work out that it was worth it i guess hopefully
