Renee is Radical's blog: "Me + You = ..."

No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final score And why do we like to hurt, so much? I can't decide You have made it harder just to go on And why, all the possibilities where I was wrong.. I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard Make your way to me, to me And I'll always be just so inviting If I ever start to think straight This heart will start a riot in me.. That's what you get when you let your heart win, i drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating, Cause thats what you get when you let your heart win...

I'm in the business of misery, let's take it from the top She's got a body like an hourglass that's tickin like a clock It's a matter of time before we all run out... When I thought he was mine she caught him by the mouth I waited eight long months She finally set him free I told him I can't lie he was the only one for me Two weeks and we had caught on fire She's got it out for me But I wear the biggest smile Whoa... I never meant to brag But I got him where I want him now Whoa... it was never my intention to brag To steal it all away from you now But god does it feel so good Cause I got him where I want him now And if you could then you know you would Cause god it just feels so... It just feels so good Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change Once a whore you're nothing more, I'm sorry, that'll never change And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged I'm sorry honey, but I'm passing up, now look this way Well there's a million other girls who do it just like you Looking as innocent as possible to get to who They want and what they like it's easy if you do it right Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse Whoa... I never meant to brag But I got him where I want him now Whoa... it was never my intention to brag To steal it all away from you now But god does it feel so good Cause I got him where I want him right now And if you could then you know you would Cause god it just feels so... It just feels so good I watched his wildest dreams come true Not one of them involving you Just watch my wildest dreams come true Not one of them involving... Whoa.. I never meant to brag But I got him where I want him now Whoa... I never meant to brag But I got him where I want him now Whoa... it was never my intention to brag To steal it all away from you now But god does it feel so good Cause I got him where I want him right now And if you could then you know you would Cause god it just feels so... It just feels so good

I got a lot to say to you Yeah, I got a lot to say I noticed your eyes are always glued to me Keeping them here And it makes no sense at all They taped over your mouth Scribbled out the truth with their lies You little spies They taped over your mouth Scribbled out the truth with their lies You little spies Crush Crush Crush Crush, crush (Two, three, four!) Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone Just the one two of us who's counting on That never happens I guess I'm dreaming again Let's be more than this If you want to play it like a game Well, come on, come on, let's play Cause I'd rather waste my life pretending Than have to forget you for one whole minute They taped over your mouth Scribbled out the truth with their lies You little spies They taped over your mouth Scribbled out the truth with their lies You little spies Crush Crush Crush Crush, crush (Two, three, four!) Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone Just the one two of us who's counting on That never happens I guess I'm dreaming again Let's be more than this Rock and roll, baby Don't you know that we're all alone now? I need something to sing about Rock and roll, hey Don't you know, baby, we're all alone now? I need something to sing about Rock and roll, hey Don't you know, baby, we're all alone now? Give me something to sing about Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone Just the one two of us who's counting on That never happens I guess I'm dreaming again Let's be more than No, oh Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone Just the one two of us who's counting on That never happens I guess I'm dreaming again Let's be more than More than this

ive been sitting here all night listening to the same song over and over again.. and the only thing i could think about was you and your apology. you didnt mean it.. if you meant it you wouldnt have gone out and fucked my friend.. you wouldnt have called me the day after and ask me to come over because you wanted "someone to be there for you".. we all know what happens when you want "someone to be there for you".. the same old shit time and time again.. but i guess im the one to blame. i mean i am the one who falls for it everytime.. i actually thought this time was different. i guess im just stupid for thinking that. youll never want to be with me no matter what, so i dont even know why i try anymore. i guess its because the first love never dies.. "I’m holding on your rope Got me ten feet off the ground And I’m hearing what you say But I just can’t make a sound You tell me that you need me Then you go and cut me down But wait... You tell me that you’re sorry Didn’t think I’d turn around and say.. That it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late.. I’d take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you And I need you like a heart needs a beat, But that's nothing new I loved you with a fire red, now it’s turning blue And you say Sorry like the angel heaven let me think was you But I’m not afraid It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late.." Se La Vie..

Tell me where our time went and if it was time well spent just dont let me fall asleep feeling empty again cause i fear i might break and i fear i cant take it tonight ill lie awake feeling empty i can feel the pressure, its getting closer now were better off without you i can feel the pressure, its getting closer now were better off with out you Now that im losing hope and theres nothing else to show for all of the days that we spent carried away from home somethings ill never know and i had to let them go im sitting all alone feeling empty I can feel the pressure, its getting closer now were better off without you I can feel the pressure, its getting closer now were better off without you Something ill never know and i had to let them go somethings illnever know and i had to let them go im sitting all alone feeling empty I can feel the pressure, its getting closer now were better off without you Feel the pressure, its getting closer now youre better off without me

Im so fuckin sick of people taking me for granted and always putting me down. people who i thought were my friends or actually cared obviously dont. Im at the point where i just dont even give a shit about you people anymore :/ I dont know why im wasting my time, its not like youre gonna read it anyway. Whatever.

It's almost like you had it planned It's like you smiled and shook my hand and said "Hey, I'm about to screw you over, big time" And what was I supposed to do? I was stuck in between you and a hard place We won't talk about the hard place It's how you wanted it to be It's like you played a joke on me And I lost a friend In the end And I think that I cried for days But now that seems light years away And I'm never going back To who I was Cause I don't blame you anymore That's too much pain to store It left me half dead Inside my head And boy, looking back I see I'm not the girl I used to be When I lost my mind It saved my life I think that I cried for days But now that seems light years away And I'm never going back To who I was

quiet now your voice sings miles away somehow i hear your song resound a little bit softer each day from my tired heart a little bit farther away ill sing alone the whole day through just do your best to hear me its all you can do you have my attention like youve had all the while since that first day when you made my heart smile with loving eyes and tired sighs that follow you have my attention like a shout through an empty sanctuary speak but a whisper ill hear a sermon ill sing alone the whole day through just do your best to hear me its all you can do ill sing alone the whole night through while you sleep safely ill be thinking about you you have my attention

Hey Renee, Where'd you find these crazy boys this time They say you're pretty but you don't think they're right. Hey Renee, While you're staring at your telephone tonight Did you feel like turning it off, turning off all of the lights? Pin your wings down If it's all over now Pin your wings down Just take a chance somehow Hey Renee, Who just stole your heart away this time And when you're crying on your bed does he help keep you alive? Pin your wings down If it's all over now Pin your wings down Just take a chance somehow I'll take the blame, if you take me home now Cause there's no place left for trust with all this pain And you know, when it rains in this town, I get washed away Without a sound So pin my wings down