1821757's blog: "Me Stuff"

My current thoughts on the Fu. This is my 2nd profile since joining in the days of Cherrytap. I have seen many changes time and time again. Some for the better and some for the worse. I have gone through my own little "rebelion" against the Fubar administration and gotten over it. I had been gone for a few months with no computer. I got my computer and came back to my Fu addiction only about 2 weeks ago and in that 2 weeks I have seen so many people behave like children on this site thats meant for adults. The hard work it took to get the status and reputation that came with the high levels are all gone. Auto 11's... When I first saw these I was like omg thats gay! After having a couple myself and seeing how they helped friends I deem them a good thing. It helps all parties! Both those hosting and those participating so how can you argue with that? New comments... I personally love the way comments are now posted and am thrilled to see that comment bombing is virtually non existant! EZ Rates... Whomever thought up these little idea is a moron! I came back and with the new found Auto's and fast levels I feel right into it. Uploading hundreds of pictures that have nothing to do with me or who I am. Who wants a page full of photos that have no reflection upon yourself or your interest? I deleted more than 600 photos today! In the past 2 weeks I have gone and added 600 photos that say nothing about me! I am not one to be generic and I am totally ashamed to turned myself so fake. You know what really made this all come to the surface and force me to relize what I was becoming? I paid 30 Million FuBucks for a spotlight this week! Of course I did enjoy it. I got friends and rates and leveled to Disciple. When people went to rate my photo's where do you think they started? Not the photos of me... the random pictures of roses or lips that showed nothing about me! So all these people that hold the possibility of being a good friend are all lost into the pool of numbers that is my friends list. They took nothing with them. Nothing to stand out in there mind if they should see my face or name wandering around. I am a big nobody. Just some girls with a bunch of EzRates. NO MORE... pictures that don't show a bit of my personality or interest are now forever removed from my page! I want the people on my friends list to remember my name and something about me. I want my profile and my pictures to show the things that I enjoy and the people I care about. I will continue to be a little point whore (lol) but I wanna do it as me and not blend into the crowd. If your one ot the fu's who ranting and raved about this strike because of the slower rates please remove yourself from my list now. Thanks so much to all the friends I have made here that took the time to get to know me. I love you all!

SHE IS GOING FOR SPOTLIGHT PLEASE ANY FUBUCKS YOU DO NOT NEED SHE WILL NOT MIND HAVING LOL!! SO DONATE TO THE FUND!!! CLICK ON HER SEXY ASS PICTURE TO DONATE!!! ღMz.ǵffêÐÐê§ïrê™ღ of the Booty Fugitives! @ fubar I WAS LESS THAN 1 MILLION AWAY FROM GETTING TODAYS SPOTLIGHT...I MEAN REALLY CLOSE! PLEASE HELP SO I CAN GET IT TOMORROW!! ALL DONATIONS GET LOVE AND RATES. 100,000 GETS YOU A CUSTOM TAG. 500,000 GETS YOU A SALUTE.(SAYS WHAT U WANT) 1,000,000 GETS ALL THAT AND EXTRA GOODIES. DONATE TO FIND OUT!!! TY TO THE ONES WHO HAVE ALREADY DONATED!!IF U DONATE PM ME TO ADD YOU TO BULLETIN!!! (if your unable to donate pls keep in mind that bling and rates help generate those bucks hella fast as well) ~Master of Desires~ &~ ADREAMFORUANDME~ @ fubar 500,000 ♆★Slave★Prin☪ess★♆☠ @ fubar 500,000

HEY! Have you missed me? Well I missed you! I am trying to come around more since I miss you all so much! I just hope I haven't been forgotten! If you remember me then please come by and show me! WooooHoooo They said I was addicted to this....I guess they were right! As always all your love is returned ten fold!! Mz.ǵ££êÐ Ðê§ïrê™ Your Future Ex Gf Much Love from Kiri!

This is a little bit of my heart and soul... Please be gentle with it. This blog might have something to say to somebody specific...if that were the case you'd know who you are. To many I may seem that my feeling don't get hurt easily. When it comes to love this is a lie. Why is it so hard to find somebody thats there for you...not for what you can do for them or what pleasure you can bring. There for you as a whole? To be there through thick and thin. My experience always ends with 2 types of men. Not that this is all men. The ones I find though are always one of two thing... Only around for their own self-gratification. once they have it they are gone or everytime they come around thats what they are after. Or.. At the first test of honor or sign of commitment they hit the door running. Is it impossible to find a decent man that wants to be committed to one person and have something meaningful? Have long talks and spend time together and not just want sex at every visit? I seem to keep struggling to find him. Every relationship has been a failure since my son's father. This isn't meant to be some kind of dating ad or a cry for sympathy... More of a venting and wondering if its just me...maybe I look for love in all the wrong places...or maybe I am asking to much... Love, Kiri aka Cuffed Desire ღMz.ǵ££êÐÐê§ïrê™ღ @ fubar

This is a little bit of my heart and soul... Please be gentle with it. This blog might have something to say to somebody specific...if that were the case you'd know who you are. To many I may seem that my feeling don't get hurt easily. When it comes to love this is a lie. Why is it so hard to find somebody thats there for you...not for what you can do for them or what pleasure you can bring. There for you as a whole? To be there through thick and thin. My experience always ends with 2 types of men. Not that this is all men. The ones I find though are always one of two thing... Only around for their own self-gratification. once they have it they are gone or everytime they come around thats what they are after. Or.. At the first test of honor or sign of commitment they hit the door running. Is it impossible to find a decent man that wants to be committed to one person and have something meaningful? Have long talks and spend time together and not just want sex at every visit? I seem to keep struggling to find him. Every relationship has been a failure since my son's father. This isn't meant to be some kind of dating ad or a cry for sympathy... More of a venting and wondering if its just me...maybe I look for love in all the wrong places...or maybe I am asking to much... Love, Kiri aka Cuffed Desire ღMz.ǵ££êÐÐê§ïrê™ღ @ fubar

Ok so you know my home comp is unavailable to use for the time being so in the meantime hit me up in email if you want to talk. I can access it at work but not fubar. krazywickedchick4u@yahoo.com Hope to hear from all my friends soon! Hugz Love, Kiri

Dark Comments & Graphics Today has been one the most depressing bdays every. Started with a phone call from my boss at 7 a.m. to tell me the bitch I dont like called off so now I have to do all my treatments and hers too. Impossible! There are so many minutes in a day and with therapy you have so many minutes to each treatment and you have to do them all. Then I saw a note the bitch had left on the boss's desk about me not doing my shit. So I called my boss who reassured me I was doing great and she was so glad to have me! Haha I think the other bitch is just worried I will take her spot. Then I had some family issues and what not so just oveall not a good day! Grrr now somebody hug me b4 I slit my wrist.