Thinking deeply, hard to breath.
Is it so hard to let her see.
I love her, but doesn't love me.
I see her all the time, but how do I keep my feelings mine
There is a place in my heart that cant let her go,
as hard as I try, I cant get the flow.
I prayed to the lord to let me forget,
but no, he had to make my life one big regret.
I said I was sorry, as I started to cry,
I cant believe this happened, I just wanted to die.
I don't think I will ever forget, the good times that we had,
But Every time I think of it, I cry, and get sad.
I look at her, as he looks at me,
I look in her eyes, all I see is me drowning in her lies.
I want to trust her, I really do.
But how can I? Its like trusting the flu.
I tried strangulation, but that only got me blue,
I tried to cut, but that only got me the truth.
I can’t bleed for her, nor can I try,
because Every time I thought of him, all I wanted to do was die.
But now its all better, I can calmly talk.
I don't get upset, and I don't give a f*ck
I can now say her name, and wont want to cry,
I can now talk to her, and wont want to die.
