Saranghi Teamo Mahal Love
Love that i never feel but i know i have it on my heart.
i scared not for my self but for my daughter bcoz i feel that im dying i dont know when. kashi was sick but i fight and i'll pray that not now im not ready may be some day if my daughter become a successful woman that she can live with out me.
i here again even my english not good trying to write again.i hate being alone,staying at home bcoz i always thinking in my life.
i was from the broken family my mom and dad was separated but no third party,i have 6 bro and i am the only daughter of the family, but i never feel that i am important or special to my family.like when i was got pregnat my family was so mad at me bcoz the only daughter of the family have a daughter but never got married no bf,no lover no man in life.now i am alone ohhhhhhhhh im wrong i have a daughter now,but shes so young shes only 13yrs old.
before i love.to the man that i think he's my forever but im wrong he cheat me not only ones but several times.its so hurt from me bcoz he's the only man i love he's the first man in my life and i think he also the last.Goshhhhhhhhhhh Kashi was getting crazy
i wish i am rich i buy what i want and what i need and i give a better life to my Ella.
BUT IM STILL HOPING THAT SOMEDAY BEFORE I DIE SOMEDAY SOMEONE COME IN MY LIFE TO SHARE HE'S LIFE TO ME.A MAN THAT ACCEPT ME WHAT AND WHO I AM THAT CAN AFRAID TO HURT AND SEE ME TO CRY.
ITS KASHI REAL LIFE