Just wanted to give you all an update: my wife is seing another man who also is married and she is intending for him to stay at our house while they are waiting to buy a house. We are also filing for divorce after 6 years of marrige. Im not sure if i will be able to stay at home while they are here. I may end up leaving forever friday before this happens. I also walked out on my wife two weeks ago on a sunday because i found out about her feelings towards a guy she brought up from dayton to train our puppy. yet today i was told about the married guy 'Terry' who she has been talking to for quite a while (atleast 6 months). At this point my heart is so ripped to shreds that im thinking suicide but trying to hold myself together long enough to figure out what to do. at this point tho once they buy a house both of them will be leaving me here which will allow me to keep the house im renting. yea i know its realy messed up... at this point i dont know what to do.. other than get up and never come back or kill myself.. the problem is that she has an 8 year old daughter who thinks im her dad. Of course i am not her genetic dad but have been with her since she was 1yr old... im gonna miss her the most out of all of this.. anyway, i just wanted to let you all know whats been going on and why i wont be around for a while.. I love you all.
