I am searching, though for what, I am never quite sure. I am lost in thoughts that sometimes seem to consume me. instead of embracing life and moving on. I sink deeper inside myself to a place where only my deamons can annoy me. sometimes I feel locked in box of glass and the world is in fast forward all around me. all eyes on me, everyone watching waiting for me to fuck up. alone in what seems to be my own twisted reality show staring me, in a screenplay written by me, (and people have doubted my temporary insanity)...I have the answers to every problem I will ever have, ever again in my life the problem is I haven't thought of it yet.
But I am sure my fairytale. instead of ending with "Happy ever After" Will end with "And they doubled her medication, tightened her restraints, as she screamed in silence for all that she wished she could say in her demented hours darkness"
Just Loud Thoughts,
S.L. Ghanem
