I think the lonlyness is starting to get to me.I have friends and family.I have roommates who stay around me all day.Yet it's not having a woman who loves me that is driving me crazy.Not having that type of compaionship is what sucks right now.Hell i would even settle for a night with my ex.
Yet i would shoot myself before that happend.I just need to find a woman who I can get along with.Someone who I know won't hurt me.
yet the best chances of that is finding a nun who's ready to convert.
