bozz's blog: "devilhascried2000"

SOUL ASYLUM-JUST LIKE ANYONE She walks into the outhouse The cold night breathes into her face The flies are standing still now The moon it spills through the place And she starts wondering what it's like to be liked by everyone And like everyone be just like anyone And just wants to be so just like anyone She reaches through the darkness Her fingers touch the porcelain seat She spins and pulls her pants down The cold air holds her like a theif She starts wondering what they mean, do they just mean to be mean And thinking about the scene, do they just want to be seen And trying not to seem so just like anyone The door comes screeching open She walks into the evening air She disappears in the darkness All that's left's the faint smell of her hair She's done wondering what it's like to be liked by everyone And like everyone be just like anyone And just wants to be so just like anyone And wondering what they mean, do they just mean to be mean And thinking about the scene, do they just want to be seen And trying not to seem so just like anyone

Megadeth-never walk alone Hiding in then the door way and then the shadow any place where danger waits to kill my time there is one who loves and waits to seal your fate I'm sure as you live and die Live and die Live and die When you feel that something wrong I'll shelter you and keep you warm I'll never let you walk alone I loved you when you still hated me I'm coming and it wont be long Time to reap what I have sewn Never ever let you walk alone I know your enemy it once was me Let me wrap my arms all around you suffer the trespasses that you made I will drink your pain away forever and a day if you just call out my name If you just call call my name if you just call Even whisper it When you feel that something wrong Ill shelter you and keep you warm Ill never let you walk alone I loved you when you still hated me I'm coming and it wont be long Time to reap what I have sewn Never ever let you walk alone I know your enemy it once was me SOLO!!!!!!! When you feel that something wrong I'll shelter you and keep you warm I'll never let you walk alone I loved you when you still hated me I'm coming and it wont be long Time to reap what I have sewn Never ever let you walk alone I know your enemy it once was me When you feel that something wrong I'll shelter you and keep you warm I'll never let you walk alone I loved you when you still hated me I'm coming and it wont be long Time to reap what I have sewn Never ever let you walk alone I know your enemy it once was me

I swear to god my life keeps getting more fucked up by the day.I keep trying to find someone.Every time that I get close to getting with someone new i eather chicken out because of the thought of being hurt again or I find someone more fucked up than the last one.Like the ex who wanted me and said she missed me.But turned out she had a boyfriend and was just playing games.I see women all the time i want to ask out.Yet I keep hearing a voice inside me saying that women are bad and evil. Yet last night i talked to a woman i talked to once before.We flirted before she told me last night she was married.Yet she said her husband was sick and didn't have long.About five years or less.She said she cheated on him before but now that he is getting worse she is more fathful.I told her to find me in five years. I don't condone cheating because thats what the last one did to me.Yet I haven't been laid in months and it did cross my mind. I don't know....maybe i should become a priest and join a monastary?

well me and the old gf never got together.....same old story.First she told me she misses me and then everytime we made plans to spend time together,She never showed.Im getting so tired of finding women with empty hearts. Is it a sin to be a nice guy now and days.What do women want now and days? Im a total nice guy who would give her the moon if she wanted it.Then they leave me for guys who treat them like shit and are total dicks to them. Im so tired of being alone just because i've got more morals and was rasied better.I was taught to hold a woman not hit her.I was taught to prase a woman not be-little her.I was taught to love them....not use them. Yet all the times i've done that i was shot down. What should i do?

Well it is truly over between me and gee.I relize i cannot love someone who hates men.If you don't belive me I have an email where she told me so.She gave up on me so Im going to let her go. But there is new hope in my life.I went to go visit A old girlfriend and she aperently wants to get back in my life.She was young when we met and when we parted it wasn't on good terms.My intention was to show her hey look im still here and im doing good.Yet it seems she still has the hots for me and Is willing to take a chance.She has two kids by someone else,But when has that ever botherd me.Anyone who knows me knows im ready to be a dad.Even if they aren't my own kids. It's just so funny that the whole reason I swore off fast food places is because i end up dating someone who works in one.I went to the local DQ just to see her and low and behold. Whats funnier is this will be the sixth girlfriend....from the same DQ!

Living in a small town you find out just about anything about anyone.Even if it's something you didn't want to know.A while ago i found out that my now ex girlfriend was sleeping around on me.The worst part of it was the cold heartless bitch didn't even deny it.She said " I knew you would find out eventualy." Meaning she did it on purpous.For two years we have lived together and while she worked I paid the rent with my money,Took care of her child and cleaned up after her.All she really did was come home and sit on her ass.I loved her and her daughter like we were married and they were my family.She just didn't care as long as someone was taking care of her responsabilitys while she went out and partied.I guess I have finally learned what all the men in her life have learned.She's just now worth loving because the only person she loves is herself.I guess i have became one of the many who dicovered that.It just sucks because i did love her and all i have left now is just a broken heart and alot of bills to pay.

me-di-a : the means of commication such as television,radio,newspapers or magazines to inform the public. me-di-a mon-key : the usage of the means of television,radio,newspapers or magazines to cause public fear,entertain,or excite thrue means of bullshit. Thats kind of my own definiton of what i mean in my past two blogs.About people reporting things that really honestly no one gives a shit about.

I'm getting so tired of everytime I turn around someone is attacking smokers.You people with your rude snotty remarks and looks,Your little bullshit facts,The laws being passed just because you listen to the media monkeys.What ever happend to freedom of choice? Your body do what you want with it.Not any more....whats next outlaw working because it causes stress.How would people make a living? If you read your history people one of this countrys first cash making crops was tabacco.Till this day a lot of government programs and things are funded from taxes on tabacco.Now because you say its a public health risk.Thats going to be less money to pay for scolarships,donations,funding...etc. Now where I have a problem with smokers is the just sit around and bitch insted of standing up for their rights.Example....abilene tx, When they went to pass the band it wasn't till it had passed and the time limit for the petition was almost up that smokers started signing.Because they took their sweet time bitching it remained passed now you can't smoke in a bar and you have to be 20 ft from any entrance from a door to a building. To make a long rant short (I know....too late)The great thing about being human is you have freewill.Now one should be able to tell you what you can and cant do with your own body.Even if it pisses off someone else.It would be as bad as if they ever outlawed sex because someone said it causes strain on on the body and it could eventually kill you.....and i know none of you would let that ever happen! LET ME HEAR FROM YA....TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK!