One fact I have come to face in almost 40 years I have learned that I the one that is to just be heard but never seen. What does this mean someone would probably would ask? Well the answer is simple but truthful, and that being heard is far better, then to be shown off to the world. Now this seems wrong, which I agree its very wrong, but sometimes when this done over and over one become accustomed to living such a life and starts believeing that its the norm. But why would you live your life this way? Well because I thought this was just the way life was supposed to be for most guys. For the most part its because I seemed to be just be a great guy to have privately. Publicly has never happened for me really, I dont even know if I could even be myself in public like im in private. At least thats what I tell myself that living in my life in the shadows will be a better life then out in light.