So life's gotten harder and easier at the same time. I'm currently getting a divorce. Some days I can't wait for it to be finalized and some days I don't want it at all. It's confusing at moment and other's it's not.
But I've been learning. Life game me lemonade. I don't have to work at it, I am learning to see it in everything. Since I left my husband I've found life easier on me, I've started to really find myself. I've got myself on medication I need, I'm going back to school. I'm doing all these things that I just hadn't really been able to push myself to do while married. But here I am finding myself working to make myself better. I just hope he can pull himself together then maybe, just maybe we can give it another try before all the papers are final. I really don't belive in divorce.