hatchetgurl4life's blog: "Kristen's Thoughts "

If i were to fall in love,

It would have to be with you

Your eyes, your smile

the way you laugh

the things you say and do,

takes me to the place

my heart never knew

so, if i were to fall in love

it would have to be with you,

If i were to give my heart

i would have to be to you,

for you bring things in to my life

so beautiful and new

love, so soft and warm beside me

that i know it's true

if i were to give my heart

it would have to be you

i was looking for an answer

i was looking for a way

to keep the magic that you bring

to each and every day

to live our lives togeher

as only lovers do

It started with a feeling

and every day it grew

so, when i knew i was in love,

it had to be with you

When i met you, my life changed

Don't know when this feel came

i got out of bed one morning

shocked about this feeling

It's not right to love you, I know

But i can't force myself to forget you

you gave color to my life

Though i know the time is not right

I told myself  to stay away from you

But i can't teach my heart not to love you

This feeling i had for you keeps growing

A reason for me to be afraid of what this could bring

My mind always tells me to let you go

But my heart is always  saying i love you

This heart really rules my mind

And that why i can't stop this feeling inside

Asking god to help me to decide

Which one will i fellow heart or mind?

God has purpose to what i feel

For he only knows about what is real

One thing in common between my heart and mind

Is that they both saying what is right

My mind is right and so with my heart

But one thing is for sure, You are a part  of my life

As i sit here now wondering of you,

I remember the days we had,

You my darling so bright and fall of life,

You made me complete so whole and so bright,

I loved the way you made me feel,

So welcome, so loved, and so special,

so in return this love i have,

I gave it to you my angel from the sky.

The way your hands would squeeze me tight

Would melt my heart, yet now i cry.

For the first time ever in my life,

I found love, a love with you,

A love that i thought would never end,

Yet as we grow further apart,

It begins to destroy my broken heart.

I long to see you smile again,

I never meant to make you cry,

You were my lady one in a world,

And now i ach as i let you go

If only i were to know,

That this moment now going to happen,

I would change that past, the present, and the future

My love is forever with you,

But please, Please, Please

Remember me, Remember us

And please don't make me say if only  I

If loving you is wrong

Then my heart knows no what is right

I cry myself to sleep

Every second  of the night

What is there to do?

What is there to say ?

I know I  can’t have you

But still I give you my heart away

I’d walk a thousand miles

And cry a thousand tears

Just to know your love

Will be waiting for me

But what is there to feel?

When you don’t feel the same ?

I know I can’t have you

But I still give my love away

You are my dream come true

I wished upon a star for you

But what am I to know ?

If you really love me so

I know I can’t have you

But still I gibe myself away

I count the hours,

I count the days

How much i miss you,

I count the ways

I miss your voice,

I miss your touch,

And i miss the face,

That i love so much

How to describe it,

There is no way

I walk around,

in a permanent daze

I long to feel,

your warm embrace

and to see a smile,

Upon your face

I will no sleep,

Won't close one eye

Until your home,

Safe and alive

While your over seas,

And i'm safe at home

I think of you out there,

in danger and alone,

This is the life you've chosen,

And i can't change your mind

you've found your inner bravery

And now i must find mine

I miss you so much,

to the moon and stars

And this feeling will go on,

Until you're safe in my arms

Eyes of passion,

Blue and tender,

A world of love awaits,

A soul mate inside,

Sensual touch,

Sensual sight,

Love is strong tonight,

Love is uniting,

Passion burns brightly,

Bodies engage slightly,

Eyes meet flutter,

Lips touch and quiver,

Voices play together,

Become one forever,

Stare in his eyes,

See the sky,

For love burns brightly

I love you more then life itself

But i'm afraid to love

my heart is like the fragile wings

of a tiny little dove

I am scared to get too close

I feel that i can't win

You'll love me for little while

Then  you'll set me free again

I've lived so long on hopes and dreams

I don't know what to do

I don't think i am trust my heart,

For it beling to you

I know you'll only hurt me

yet, i'll still keep running back

Between the path of our hearts

There's a worn and beathen track

You've  got my heart held on a string

It's breaking  right in two

Enough belongs to me to hurt

The rest belongs to you

I know that somewhere in your heart

There is a place for me

I just don't know how to find it

And there's no way to make you see

I can only hope that someday

You'll wake up and you'll find,

That while my heart belongs to you'res,

You'res too, belongs to mine

Sometimes we argue, I don't know  why

Then i sit and wonder, Why do i cry?

I cry because i love you

I cry because i care 

I cry because i feel we have a love so rare 

Sometimes i'm afraid i'll turn around  and 

You won't be there 

I love you every minute

I love you every day 

I even love you when we argue 

i love you when we play 

Sometimes i've wondered do you love me to

Then i look in you're eyes and

I know it's true

So when i say something a little crazy

Or i do something you don't feel right

Please let try to work it out so we won't fight

Some people take relationships for granted

It's sad to hear but true

I don't want this to happen not with you

I want our relationship to be completely from the heart

So we both know no matter what we go through we will never part

If i will only let
this moment  pass away
the chances to have you
will fly and will not stay

Where will i be now?
If you won't be here
Will you let this tears
wash the happiness
of the past ?

Will you still love me
if i tell you
that i love you
more then you do ?

Will you hate me
if i won't ever let you go
it's so hard
Please tell me will you?