I still get pissed off everytime my ex pulls stupid ass petty shit...but seeing as how the stupid petty shit ONLY hurts my son and I...and he sits pretty...I think I should be pissed...
But what does getting pissed do for me...? Makes me feel like shit...b/c all I can do is stew in the pissedness...
Not only could I never stoop to this lvl but when I manage to come the smallest bit close to it...I feel guilty the whole time...b/c thats who I am...I don't fuck people over nomatter how much they deserve it...I let karma take care of it...
...karma's been taking a vacation...
So I got fucked out of doing what I was supposed to do tonight...but also made to stand out in the cold rain on my porch for a good while holding Adahy...to the point that when I finnally got to tput my son down my arm twitched like mad for an hour...a feeling more irritating than the pain...
Long story short...when I leave I am nice enough to leave the key with his folks...b/c thats the plan...
He leaves...he drops the key off with his friends parents and tells no one...then the parents leave....THEN he decides he had the key...
thats the story anyhow...
Annnnd he takes every drop of drinkable fluid from the place...all the new box of soda...all the beer...
Oh and apparently he's cutting himself again b/c hes smeared blood all over a bunch of my stuff...wtf...
...I'm packing Adahy up...and we're becomeing missing persons together...humph...
