Bria's blog: "stuff"

I feel lonely, I feel depressed,

My mind is so dark, my emotions are a mess,

I try to fake smile, I try to hide from pain,

But I've been this way so long, it's engraved in my brain,

I'm angry at everyone, but I'm angrier at myself,

I'm scared of this feeling, I don't know how to ask for help,

 I'm tired of being tired, not sure how much longer I can fight,

I'd consider myself lucky to even sleep at night,

I feel like my whole world is crashing down,

I want to smile, but can only manage a frown,

My chest hurts, my stomach aches,

My heart skips beats, and I have the shakes,

I think too much, so I push people away,

I listen even more to shady things people say,

I'm losing my self, I'm almost too far to recover,

No longer in love, just a destroyed lover...