I have know my ex for a total of 15 yrs. he is a trucker and I had fallen back into love with him. When he is home he stays with me and the kids and I wont lie its nice having him here, like the good old days.. but today i found out he would be 3 hrs away and i asked him if the kids and i could come see him.. at first he was fine then bam he wasnt. well long story short we fought and he said the "main reason I like being out on the road is bc i can forget about u" and let me tell ya that was the most hurtful thing he has ever said to me and he has says some hurtful things.. so I deleted me fb ( the cause of most of the drama) and his number .. i know i cant keep him from the kids but he will no longer stay here when he is n town. I could never hurt him the way he hurt me... i feel so lost and empty inside. I do so much for him and all he wants to do is forget me? How do i deal? 

 Mary Gaines was one of several people evacuated from their homes as a precaution. She says finding something so dangerous close to her home was unsettling and a lesson to her young kids.

"I told them there's a lot of things out there you're not allowed to touch and if you see something that doesn't look right, you need to come and get mommy," Gaines said.
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anit that just too cool...Someone found 7 pipe bombs 2 streets down from us... it was scary 

A 50 year old woman is home, NAKED, happily jumping on her bed & squealing with delight. Husband watches & asks "Do you have any idea how ridiculous you look? What's the matter with you?" 

The woman continues to bounce on the bed & says, "I don't care what you think. I just had a mammogram, & the doctor says that not only am I healthy, but I have the breasts of an 18 year old."

The husband replies, "What did he say about your 55-year-old ass?"

"Your name never came up," she replied.

so a friend of mine stopped by with some photos of her friends wedding that happen to have been this wkend..... wow the bride was a big big girl that had a strapless gown,, Im sorry but if ur a big gal u don't need a strapless gown... no one wants to see ur arm flap or that piece of fat that hangs over the gown when u raise ur arms... that's just nasty and well not very pretty and do u really what to be remembered that way? I have seen big brides with some beautiful gowns that wasn't strapless...

Am I the only one that thinks this way? I am not trying to be mean but come one thats just nasty... I am kinda a big gal and I could never embarrass myself or the ppl around my by showing the xtra fat on my body. Strapless gowns r for small and mayb med. gals not for 300 and up.. smh

• When she walks away. [Follow her.]
• When she stares at your mouth. [Kiss her.]
• When she pushes you or hits you. [Grab her and don’t let go.]
• When she start's cursing at you. [Kiss her and tell her you love her.]
• When she's quiet. [Ask her what’s wrong.]
• When she ignores you. [Give her your attention.]
• When she pulls away. [Pull her back.]
• When you see her at her worst. [Tell her she's beautiful.]
• When you see her start crying. [Just hold her and don’t say a word.]
• When you see her walking. [Sneak up and hug her waist from behind.]
• When she's scared. [Protect her.]
• When she lay's her head on your shoulder. [Tilt her head up and kiss her.]
• When she steal's your favorite hat. [Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.]
• When she tease's you. [Tease her back and make her laugh.]
• When she doesn’t answer for a long time. [Reassure her that everything is okay.]
• When she looks at you with doubt. [Back yourself up.]
• When she say's that she likes you. [She really does more than you could understand.]
• When she grab's at your hands. [Hold hers and play with her fingers.]
• When she bump's into you. [Bump into her back and make her laugh.]
• When she tells you a secret. [Keep it safe and untold.]
• When she looks at you in your eyes. [Don’t look away until she does.]
• When she misses you. [She’s hurting inside.]
• When you break her heart. [The pain never really goes away.]
• When she says its over. [She still wants you to be hers.]
• When she repost's this bulletin. [She wants you to read it.]
• Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.
• When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go.
• When she says she's okay don’t believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you.
• Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her.
• Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.
• Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
• Tease her and let her tease you back.
• Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
• Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it’s stupid. • Give her the world.
• Let her wear your clothes.
• When she's bored and sad, hang out with her. - Let her know she's important.
• Kiss her in the pouring rain.

So I was wondering,how does one know if a man likes her and would like ta date her ?Sometimes I think we r dating and neither one of us know it? lol We have been talking and doing "other" things for about 4 and a half months now... but when we talk,we talk for hrs, and we can sit and talk about anything and everything...and omg he really listen to what I have to say.. wierd ik... hes so great, he is so kind hearted... hes never cold hearted to me... even if hes n a bad mood ..it changes fast when we are together..  he makes me excited to b n the same room with him.. my heart jumps when he stares at me.. Im not use to all this sweet kindness... Now I our lil arragment started out as a rebound thing but I think I am truly fallin for him.. Im wanting lose wieght to look pretty again(pretty for him and healthy for me of course) I want to tell him about my day..he can make me laugh while we r having sex,its great...when he holds me(omg!) i feel so safe.. like he wont let no one hurt me.. he has tought me a lot about myself..he wants me to be me and that feels nice ..I am getting divorce from a real jackass, so comeing from someone that calls u mean and hateful names and blames u for them doing so to someone that seems to respect me enough to TALK to meand lets me know what i did or say something to piss him off,, is well.. nice! feels like a real grown up relationship... Now this what gets me is this,when we txt he tells me he has DEEP feelings for me, but he dont thinks Im the girl for him... 

Is he just trying to protect himself from getting hurt or is he really just trying to have "fun"? so what do u think??

OH did i tell ya... I met his stepdad... the one person n the world he respects the most.. I felt so honored he let me.

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So I was wondering,how does one know if a man likes her and would like ta date her ?Sometimes I think we r dating and neither one of us know it? 

We have been talking and doing "other" things for about 4 and a half months now... but when we talk,we talk for hrs, and we can sit and talk about anything and everything...and omg he really listen to what I have to say.. wierd ik... hes so great, he is so kind hearted... hes never cold hearted to me... even if hes n a bad mood ..it changes fast when we are together..  he makes me excited to b n the same room with him.. my heart jumps when he stares at me.. Im not use to all this sweet kindness... Now I our lil arragment started out as a rebound thing but I think I am truly fallin for him.. Im wanting lose wieght to look pretty again(pretty for him and healthy for me of course) I want to tell him about my day..when he holds me(omg!) i feel so safe.. like he wont let no one hurt me ..I am getting divorce from a real jackass, so comeing from someone that calls u mean and hateful names and blames u for them doing so to someone that seems to respect me enough to TALK to me if i do or say something to piss him off,, is well.. nice! feels like a real grown up relationship... Now this what gets me is,when we txt he tells me he has DEEP feelings for me, but he dont thinks Im the girl for him... 

Is he just trying to protect himself from getting hurt or is he really just trying to have "fun"?

so what do u think??

OH did i tell ya... I met his stepdad... the one person n the world he respects the most.. I felt so honored he let me.

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Now I lay me down to sleep, one less terrorist this world does keep. With all my heart I give my thanks, to those in uniform regardless of ranks. You serve our country and serve it well, with humble hearts your stories tell. So as I rest my weary eyes, while freedom rings our flag still flies. You… give your all, do what you must...with God we live and God we trust !