Devils Psycho Bitch's blog: "cheating S.O.B"

I think I finally lost my hubby to the internet bimbos for good. Its New years and I didn't even get a kiss or a happy new years from him. I feel so stupid for caring so much, but he got drunk and played imvu all night. I know its all fake but he tells them hes single and thats not right. I do love him so much I get so jealous... I know what your thinking a man isn't worth it and give up but I can't. I have tried to hate him, then hes so caring and loving  then cant forget we have 3 great kids.... but I'm getting the hint he hate me so much that every time he gets a chance he get he hurts me , he does and I think he's enjoying it... 

I don't get why he likes being mean to me.... I mean hell, I get his clothes out for work, rub his stinky feet, wash his dirty clothes, fix him dinner and when he's too wore out I go get his ciggs. So why does everyone else gets the "I love you" from him and not me? Its not far!! I'm a good person, the only thing right now is I'm looking for a job. Does that give him a right to talk to these stupid hoes? I miss him so much I want my husband back, the man I married 10 yrs ago, the man that would make sweet love to me as much as he could, the man that told me he loved me, the kind hearted man that would help ppl when they are down Wheres that man?!!!

Sometimes we girls are not to bright when it comes to love. We think we have it and get all happy to just find out that your not good enough and you are very disposable. Love is Disposable these days. And some other hoe who turns their head. Always seems to happen when you are having a few problems. They seem like they are huge and here she comes..They never want to do anything but stay on the laptop and on the phone with the hoe and they keep saying they r just friends but in your heart you know they are not and the funny thing about it is he does it in front of me...Im not stupid,I might look it but Im not. Its been close to 2 yrs and still she dont want to meet him ... hello get a clue dude!! And now he tells me Im not his wife anymore (just on paper)but when we are out in public I am. WFT dude make up your mind. Ok i love him but he's making it so hard to work things out . He have 3 beautiful children , a great family that loves him.A good honest women at home.Who would never cheat on him.WHO takes great care of him and his children.Who would do whatever it took to make him happy.Who would die for him IF need be,to save his life.Why fuck that up???...Ok Bitter Yes!!! So we are having money problems ,whos not now a days?!